...::charmed one::...

2007-03-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

heyheyheyall!!

three more days to school.. and orientation. i noe it wunt be as fun as PAE tpjc bt still. hope it goes well. im happie im in yellow house again!!! haha.. and zhaoshan and shermaine are in the same class!! damn cool!! and unfair that i dunno anyone in mine. but its okay. i'll live. i just hope that this seaparation of classes,ccas and schools are not gonna separate us. this whole clan of ours should totally remain intact man. yes, it'll happen im sure..

anywae, my grandma passed away on saturday and it was really a very sad and busy week for all of us man. esp for my poor father who couldn manage to get a flight back in time. hai. i feel so sad for him. and now, im vegetarian for 16 days in honour of her death. all i can ask for is for her soul to rest in peace and i hope that whoever is reading my blog right now, will pray for her.

yahh last tuesday, maria sixuan and i met up. went to bugis and we watched music and lyrics. damn fun to be wid then again. i really missmissmiss them!!took loads of neoprints!! that's wad we do best i guess.. and yes, we sure had fun except for the fatc that i went to swensons and had a vege pizza..-_____-.. yes, then i went to tampines to get a bag and met up wid the rest later. met fatin sher haseenah sixuan and maria at eastpoint. where we played lame games and took lame pictures..

wednesdat, met sher naqib and akhil and we went vivo. watched pursuit of happyness again. damn nice ah that movie. i totally recommend it. go watch!! and yah, we had fun too. met fatin later. walked talked gossipped. went to candy empire. drooled..i din give in to temptation altho sher was trying to make me.. =) and yah we went secret recepie and i had a salad..-___-.. yup and we went simei to play taitee and minimise!! yay!! i lovelovelove my taitee khakis!!!

not like, love

2007-03-06T09:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was kinda a hectic day.. coz i had so many things to do but it still turned out pretty well..

met sher and haoning outside tpjc busstop. saw valerie.hugged valerie. im gonna miss valerie!! went eastpoint.bk. zhao came. ate. played taitee. fatin came. naqib came. went to fatin's house. watched amazing race!!!yay! rob and amber came in first again!! yay!! amber's pretty! okay anyway, then we ate chips and chocolate.watched school for scounderals. then watched borat. went eastpoint. naqib left. then i left. went tampines. met sha. man, i love her!and i missed her! bought prezzie for preethi!! then had an apple soda. walked ard. toked somemore. i went to fatin's house again. met them again. we dressed up then went to the mrt. met naqib and kembangan. met akhil at bugis. we went arab street. ate. shisha. left. went bugis. had dinner at LJS. wlaked ard somemore. toked more. gossipped loads. and then took a train back. home

home sweet home

ages since i blogged

2007-03-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

so yes, its been a million conturies since i blogged.. not my fault. im busy okay!!

okay maybe not that busy. ponning school and not doing homework does not really add up to busy but still im going school so that shows im busy enuff right, or something..

well, last week was kinda fun i guess. was planning to pon the whole week. but i din.
monday was boring as usual. school ended at 4.30. sher and me went eastpoint to meet zhao and haoning. LJS. fatin came. toked crap. as usual. fatin left. we cabbed home. as usual.
tuesday.sher me and zhaoshan went to eastpoint to meet fatin. had hanriver. we were totally making folls out of ourselves. sat there and toked and din realise the time past.4 hours just flew by!! went to EMF.borrowed books. cabbed home.
wednesday.ponned school. i was sick okay! went to eastpoint to meet sher zhaoshan and haoning. BK. fatin cudnt come. awww. played god noes how many games of bridge! i can play!!!! yay! finally. and i kept winning when i parterned sher or zhaoshan. boo haoning!! hahaha..peace. met my mom. went emf again. went popular. zhao sher and haoning were all there and we were totally pretending we dunno each other in front of my mum. well, in the end i got a new bag and new shoes!! yayness
thursday.ponned school. i was sick again.=) met sher fatin akhil and zhaoshan. i dun believe arsenal lost.boo=( went KFC. in the morning fatin and i realised we were telepathic. i spent the entire morning toking to her online. met my mom at bedok. she bought me prawn rolls!!!she bought a ring. went home.
friday.i dun believe i went school. we went to parkway after school. haoning zhaoshan sher and me. went banquet. ate.toked.played more bridge and taitee.i repeat- i can play bridge~!! we shall not tok abt taitee.. they were ejeking me like there was no 2mr lah. wah lau. i will get my revenge okay! left at 7.20. cabbed home!

first stop: my house!

2007-02-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

okayy so it really has been a million two hundred thousand years, hasnt it?? haha.. ya mann, well, ive been a busy gal okayy. haha.. dunno wad to blog abt actually, its like so many things have happened that its impossible to blog abt everything..

to keep it all short.. the major highlights are..

last friday. got o level results. before that was road run. i faked menstrual cramps.sshhh.. hahaha.. din run. went parkway. cab went tk. cab. saw the whole world. hugged the whole world. played tai tee. went hall. bumper year or results. i got 11 points. way higher than my expectation so im happie enuff. cried. hugged a whole load of more pple. esp crying pple.sixuan's 9th in the level. that was wad really made me cry. maria was 22nd.. cool man. my two best friends got 7. gloria got 9. karan got 7. yay!! and sher and i got the same.. cool ness all aroud. hugged more pple and teachers. left. went orchard. sixuan suhailah maria me. bk. cine. met naqib sher haoning zhaoshan and fatin. went heeren a while. went fod republic at wisma. my grandma had a stroke. took cab from taka. rushed down to the hospital. messaging. damn tired. damn sad. a day to remember. one full of laughter and sadness.. i din get to tell my granny abt my results.

this past week. monday.grammy's. we ponned school. went zhaoshan's house. me haoning sher fatin.starbucks.tuesday.we ponned school.. zhaoshan's house. wednesday.we went school. ponned choir. pastamania. saw khalis and ashwin.and preethi. thursday. we ponned school. fatin's house. pizza. friday. we ponned school. went back to tk. played taitee. lost again. love ms puja. and everyone else actually. rocks lahh. went orchard. it was exactly the same as last friday. smae place. i felt the same way. a day of extreme emotions.went centrepoint. bought bras!!! yay!! okayy, not so discreet anymore. got an extra paper bag for zhaoshan. not so discreet either..=). bt yahh. took mrt. din join the rest for dinner. my dad's flight got delayed. im so upset. was really looking forward to seeing him. now i've to wait till monday. damn!

ive never felt more at home than in tk......

photos

2007-01-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

i dun believe im actually blogging like two days in a row. haha. but i have some free time so i tot just come here and post some old photos. with credit to fatin's friendster and my cousin, jeevi.

that's me fatin and haseenah smiling to the toilet mirror

that's the 6 of us at swensons..
maria, suhailah, haseenah, fatin, sixuan and me
loveloveloveupeopleloads!

that's our 6 hands holing the MRT pole
im right in the middle and haseenah's the purple one. i cant recognise the rest=)

yay! that's the tree i insisted on taking a picture wid.

my most fav cousin, jeevi and my sister, sandhya
do they look like me??
this was taken at midnight on new year's, btw

jeevi and me on new year's morning when she crashed at my place.
i had bad hair. thank goodness it doesnt look like that now

jeevi, san and my fingers..

anywae, just wanna say i miss u!! to all the hyperqueens or the newly named codequeens!! loveloveloveuguys!!yay!!

im a moosemember
im a fatimahfanatic
im a joazipian!!!!

=)

eventful week

2007-01-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

this past wek has really been pretty eventfull. great fun and damn stress all at the same time. kinda weird but true. monday was great. it was zhao shan's birthday! and my first tamil lesson! both were incredibly fun. my tamil teacher's amazing! and damn funny. 3 pple in my class man! how cool right. its actually quite fun lah. so, zhao shan, fatin, me sher haoning naqib and gan went to pizza hut TM to eat to celebrate his bday. and it was damn fun. and there was an icecream cake wich was yummy!!!

there was choir on tuesday! so fun man. mr kwei again. super cool. felt like deja vu. sher and me and mr kwei again. and its TK invasion this year for the year 1s.. haha. we ended damn late. school's been okayy, the studying part's cool but everything has to be independant.and there's choir 3 times a week. and i get back really late everyday. yesterday night i was really damn tired. coz its been damn tiring ah. but i guess i'll have to get used to it right, like wad haseenah said. and i have to adapt to this whole new system that seems foreign at the moment. but my school rocks! and so does my class. and the choir. and since the ICS girls are all so nice and sher and gang are all there, i guess all the stress and tiredness is all secondary. i'll live.

i just saw joyce's tag!! and i remembered sth.. u noe, my lab partner drew a smiley face on my paper and immediately i thought of BOB and u, joyce.. haha damn funny. now, everytime i draw a smiley, i write bob too!!!=)=)=)

anywae, i dun have time to blog. i've got homework and im going to the airport later. but of coz the most impt is, my going to watch one tree hill now.

right now.

cca day and movie

2007-01-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey.. im actually blogging after an interval of oni 2 days.. hahaa

wednesday, 10th jan
we got into our CGs, i have a nice civics tutor. thank god. and my class is prety okayy i guess lahh. we just need some warming up to man. haha. so yahh, we got out timetable for this week. like got no lesson liddat. really ahh damn boring k. haha. so we have more time to slack. so fun.left school after my phy lecture. we went tamp mall long john's. so long never eat there already. then we were like toking and crapping and making alot of niose there. haseenah and fatin joined us. zhao shan fatin gan and haoning left after a while. so me sher and haseenah went to TP. haseenah crashed TP. we had our cca day yesterday. quite fun ahh. very happenening. just like the schhol and the people. i signed up for so many ccas man. dunno which one im going for. hahahaha.. then we left. went home.

thursday, 11th jan, today
school was prety fun i tot coz i bonded wid almost all the tamil girls in my cohort wich is really fun coz i haven been actually able to do that coz of the minorpopulation of tamil girls in Tk. so yahh, it was pretty nice to tok to all of them and of coz in true indian style, we were super gossipping.. yay! so fun. ive found my fellow gossippers so fast! hah. yahh,then we spilt into our lectures and stuff. today oni had one pathetic period. then the rest had bio so i waited for them wid shakina and kartika then after that the rest of us, akhil sher haoning zhao shan gan and i, went to TM again. we wentt to pastamania. then went to watch a movie coz we ended so early today. damn fun. the movie was super stupid tho. and damn freezing man.. but i had ben and jerry's cookie dough ice cream. yummie!!!!

and now im blogging. ive maths homework. dunno when its due. dunno if i should do. ive GP lecture 2mr. die lahh. and choir audition. and makara vilakku as well. damn! its gonna be an eventful day. im gonna go sleep

and sleep tight

JC1

2007-01-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

yay!! hello pple!!

i haven blogged in so long.. wda to do, im a busy woman okayy.. haha.. k fine more of a lazy woman.. dunno lahh, like everything is so tiring so like yahh

anywae, TPJC rocks!! wadever ive seen of it anywae.. maybe it rocks more now coz classes havent started?? haha.. yahh, i think so.. but since im here for such a short time im not gonna elaborate on the details of orientation but it was super damn fun untill i really missed it after it was over man.. it should never have ended!!

wednesday
met sher. went into our OGs.. OG21.jack sparrow. had OG interaction. my OG is from TK!! yay!! tk rocks! had choir audition.passed. more OG interaction. tour the school. so damn big. had dry games. we lost everything i thihnk. like no team spirit like that. haha. jack sparrow was the losing house of the day

thursday
met sher. subject com tok. free time. more OG interaction. more toks. then was the ebst man! mass dance!! woooo!!! mass dance rocks!!!all three dances rocks!! esp shy guy.. yay!!! i could have danced all the way man. then was more dancing and crap stuff lahh.. jack sparrow caught up in terms of points. my OG was more united

friday
met sher. my OG was super united by now. cheered until i died. had mass dance!! wooo!!! then wet games. really wet. mud. watr. flour.eggs. and tomato sauce. but all in good fun. very fun. had water warr!!! sher and i washed up togther. went her house. bathed in the club house. i loved the way i smelt. hee.. had a picnic outside her house. went to eat kopitiam. took cab to TP. slacked a whle.watched therehearsals. damn funny.campfire rocked. damn cool. cheered like siao. games, performances, fun laughter, cheering, so much of fun stuff. and at the end of the night, we were the underdogs~!! jack sparrow won!! i din even believe it myself man.. damn funny.. everyone wanted to cry. the last three bands rocked. we were all dancing. but too bad not mass dance. took cab home again. after taking pics wid my OG. my OG rocks. love all of them for life. friday night was kinda emotional

sat
met sher. fatin, haseenah, gloria and sixuan at BK. toked crap. cathed up alot of old stuff. sher an i cud not stop toking abt orientation,. damn fun. walked to TK. TK rox. the feeling is just damn diff.. sher and i were teaching them some of our OG games and al. damn fun. met suhailah. toked to teahers. like ms puja and mrs chen. everyone rocks. i miss the place to death!really! i had no voice. heared the choir. wow!! tk choir really rocks man!! loveloveloads!!.. took a cab to toa payoh. went for bhajans. saw my temple guy!! yay!!! went hoem happie. gloria left for india. not so happie. toked to haseenah for so damn damn logn. 2 and a half hours i think

sunday
i oso dunno wad happned

monday
met sher. hahaha.. no, actually i din. i was late. super late. blame it on the bus. school sucked. we skipped all the lectured that are skippable. went to soul garden wod maqib, sher haoning and stupid zhao shan. haha. damn fun. soul garden rocks!! hahaha. really dmn fun.. and aftrer spending so long there, we took a cab home. my god, this is becoming a habit man. hahaha..toked to haseenah at night again.. this is becoming a habit too.. nvm, a good habit

tuesday, today
met sher,. for the first time, i was earlier. hahaha.. went to the halls. the last time we wud be sitting in our OGs.. quite sad ah. but wadever. school was really damn boring today coz we din go for a single lecture. we left after checking our CGs.. im in S31.. wth lahh... so damn far away.. i din even noe there were 31 classes.. went to eastpoint wid sher to meet fatin and zhao shan. we wanted to go long jhon's but the bloody place haven open yet! stupid haoning give us rong info. school really sucked. really. lost motivation for soem indisclosed reason. anywae, went to meet my moml. went ikea, bought more cusions. now i lovelovelove sleeping on the sofa. damn comfy! ate there. came home. toked to haseenah and fatin. added pple online. toked to zippy after a milli0on years!!and sixuan too!! so now, im blogging and bored. very sleepy. better go sleep man. 2mr's my first day of lectures.. im dead.

real dead.

zippy

2006-12-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

this post is solely dedicated to MIRA

this is a long overdue shout out and birthday wish for my dear friend, fellow hyper-queen and tamilachi, miss zippy_applelips or other wise known as mira....whose actual name is munira maricar(hope is got the spelling right!=))

happy birthday!!!!!!!!!

nono,

happie belated belated birthday!!!!!!!!!
iloveloveuloads!!

im extremely sorrie that i missed it on dec23rd.. but i still remembered!!!=) hope u had a wonderful birthday and many many hugs and kisses from me!!! yay!!!

miss yahh, hopefully we can talk soon!!!!=)=)

im a joa-zip-ian for life!!!!

malaysia

2006-12-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

heyhey
its been a while now, hasnt it

okayy, i came back from malaysia last sun.. and i had a super great time. i really wanna go back. thats the prob wid holidays man, u just never have enough of it right.. hahaa, yahh, we took a ferry to JB first then stayed a few nights there before going to KL for a night.. quite fun.. esp since i went wid my whole family on my mom's side.. thats ten of us. and it rocked man.

the breakfasts at both the hotels were great and so were the swimming pools.. haha. and the food near the places were absolutely lovely.. the first night, my two uncles and i went over to do some seriious food hunting..and we found this place that sells super dee duper-ly delicious sting ray!! it was the best sting ray ever!! hahaha. and fried rice and the works.oh, and not forgetting satay and otah!! and then, the second night, the food hunting was so worth it coz we bought back three chili crabs and three pepper crabs.. wow!!! damn damn damn nice.. and more satay and more otah!! yay!! oh, and ketupats as well.. wid sambal kang kong and tom yam soup!!! mmm.. it was all so heaven and the way we all gathered in one room and ate was damn fantastic man..

and hu can forget the partying after the food.. we all stayed u0p till damn late everynight. even my grandma was so game man. and u noe, my grannie loves red wine, so she bought some, and i drank alot.. and we had malibu as well.. its like u noe, u pour half then mix half wid pepsi or juice.. was dman fun.. and all all the nights somemore.. but my granda was saying, normally ur friends influence u to drink but here its ur own relatives.. but it was all in good fun lahh. damn nice tho.. haha.. yahh, but of coz the highlight of the tri0p was when i emptied my mom's pockets at city square JB and KLCC !! damn fun.. spent like $800 or sth.. hhahaha..i still want more tho. hahaha.. and i bought so many many more earrings.. hahaha..

anywae, last tuesday was fatin's bday and we had the ebst time ever.. me.haseenah.maria.sixuan.fatin and suhailah. we went to marina sq swensons and fatin got a free icecream thingy wid a candle on top.. and we still ordered a topless five on top of that and we were all just digging in.. hahhaa.. damn fun man.. and the guy there was quite nice ahh. he took pics for us and stuff. then we went to the theatre to see wad to watch and we realsised that it was 3.40 and the holiday had already started at 3.30.. and before we all started mourning abt how we missed the shows, maria and i just ran to the counter and bought 6 tix and we watched it!! so fun the movie was damn nice man,. dun regret watching it at all. then it was so late already but we still walked ard, bought a mocha frappe and took more pix.. was amazingly fun-tastic man. it was a truly great outing and im glad i went the six of us got time to gel and meet up again.. hope fatin had a great birthday coz we all had a wonderful time.. and of coz, we all planned to chat online at 12mn but oni fatin,su and i lived up to the deal.. hahhaa/. and that was fun too. esp since it was mainly made up of gossipping!! shhhh

oh, i promised i'll blog abt this: sixuan's clown-ness.. u noe, we were in the mrt ah, all trying to take pic there, and sixuan heroicly decided to take the pic wid fatin's phone and she nicely put it to her eye to take the pic but the other way round!!! so, we could all see her eye getting bigger and bigger on the screnn!! wahh, damn funny man coz she was so blonde.. hhahaha.. and we all couldn stop laughing man and neither could sixuan she fell to the floor lahh.. damn funny..

hahaha..and yest i went to my grandma's house in chua chu kang, my two uncles came down for the holidays.. and of coz, my uncle hu collects wines used the opp to open a bottle and of coz, i have influential bad relatives right, so i got some.. damn nice man the wine, it was like very fruity.. hahhaa.. really.. k, then i made 300 bucks in a night.. coz my uncle and grandma are very generous and were happie over the whole sec4-passing-over-to-JC thing.. yahh.. hahaha.. and had conference wid haseenah and gloria at night...yupp

finally finished watching all of onetreehill.. well, not all, but same as US anywae.. so yahh, an accomplishment on my part hahaha

2mr got bhajans and the temple. cant wait.. hopefully my temple guy will be there!!=).. and then super cant wait for the christmaseve-cum-christmas party-cum-sleepover thingy happenning on sunday!! yaya!!! im going over early to help my aunt roast turkey and make bread!! this is so exciting.. cant wait and probably wunt be blogging for a while that's why this entry was so long till u pple probably fell asleep..

long enough, gloria???=)

i'll never forget how fun and memorable the 19th of dec was.. truly rocked man.. and those grp hugs were majorly awesome.. the hours spent wid u guys were incredible..

2006-12-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

so the last week was mostly spent in jeevi's house, toking on the phone, spending time wid the hyper-queens and of coz watching tv.. i had real fun in jeevi's house and then we she came to stay over in mine. we played alot of badminton and watched alot of midnite movies.. it was great!! but i shant get into the details if not i'll bore everyone to death and ill never finish..

so anywae, the oni reason im actually bloggingnow is coz of gloria.. she said i better blog before i leave the country or else.. and of coz i dun wanna noe wad the or else is so i better blog.. hehe.. so ya.. anywae, im majorly multitasking right now.. waiting for onetreehill to load, packing, watching ellen and blogging..oh and i forgot the most impt, eating oreos.. but im like licking off the cream and then speading nuttella all over it first..hahhaa..

yahh, anywae, last sun i went to bhama aunty's house for bhajans. wahh damn fun man.. we always have fun during bhajans and it was no diff at all. super damn fun. looking forward to the next time we go for bhajans..and her place is at pasir ris and at block 219! cool man, like one block away from my old house, the best house ever.. haha. so ya..

okay, im done here.. i dunno wad else to say except that im damn scared for tomorow morning coz im gonna find out wad JC im gonna get into.. so, good luck to everyone else and i hope everyone gets sth they're happie with!!!

onetreehill rocks!!chadmichaelmurray rocks more!!

escape, jeevi's house

2006-12-06T12:06:00.000+08:00

anywae, i haven blogged abt how gloria and i went out last thursday.. we went to escape, the most boring theme park in the world.. haha.. but it was fun in a way coz we were half the time laughing at how lame eveyrthing was.. except the viking and the rainbow.. those were thrilling..it was really cool.. ya, and we got freee ice cream and pop corn so wadever.. and we watched a hindi movie, bunty aur babli.. i love abhishek bachan and rani mukherjee together.. they should get married not that stupid aishwarya rai.. arrrhhgg.. anywae, we din really finish the movie coz the com was screwed.. but aiya, its not the place, its the people right?? so, wwe had fun anyways..

so ya, these few days, gues wad ive been doing??? bingo!!! yes!! ive been watching onetreehill.. but other than that, ive been going on a movie spree, i watched the breakup, the lakehouse, you me and dupree, take the lead, vallavan, dhoom 2 and ice age in the last week.. im kinda proud of myself actually..and long live video rental shops!!

haha..so, im blogging now bascially coz im going to stay over at jeevi's house today..and i'll be back oni on saturday night.. so i wunt be able to blog right, so i tot i'd do it now or wadever.. so yes! i always have fun wid jeevi and my aunt and uncle coz they're so sporting!! so im looking forward to having a great time and sleeping on the sofa!!! ~~mm, lucky me!
out!!!

2006-12-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

u noe, i think form now on, they should print the words, WARNING!! and CAUTION!! on every website of onetreehill and every DVD/VCD cover.. im serious..

WARNING!!: this show is highly addictive.. especially if u watch it late at night, ur probably gonna be high on 1treehill and end up toking abt nth except it, and ur probably gonna wake up in the morning having a terrible hangover and still toking abt nth except it... well, its definitely happened for me..!!!

CAUTION!!!: HOT guys all over the show!! chad michael murray[LUCAS SCOTT] of coz leading the hot meter.. closely followed by james lafferty[NATHAN] and JAKE, wadever his name is..and girls, u better be carefull or u'll find urself melting away!!!...

okay, im done crapping, see wad i mean by high!!! i dunno wad im toking abt so im not gonna comtinue typing crap.. im off to watch more onetreehill!!! out!!!

lib and BK day

2006-11-29T16:43:00.000+08:00

can'tuseeiwantyoubythewayipushyouaway,yeah!!
duntjudgemetomorowbythewayimactingtoday!

heyheyhey

haven blogged in a while.. my life has been made up of one tree hill lately.. i haven been doing anything else..but today, i spent a long while wid my sis.. we had luch together..and then i took her to the library..while i dreamed and she read.. it was quite crowded for some reason i fail to understand..

saturday, 25th november
i went to tampines mall wid my sister.. we went to subway for lunch.. and that place is os so delicious..i had a tuna sub and my sister had a cold cut trio.. and i tell u, the cookies there are so mouth-watering!! white macadamia rocks!! hahaha.. iwantmore!! haha..yahh, then we went to window shop for awhile.. my sister is picking up things really fast thanks to me!! hahaha..and then we went to popular to buy my cousins gifts for their birthdays and stuff.. and we saw the artist einstein, u noe the bald guy from the show cows and crayons or sth like that..the one who loves drawing cows!! hahaha.. and my sis was damn excited to meet him, so we bought one of his stuff, and she went to get it autpgraphed and she took a picture wid him!! she was all smiles that day man!! and gosh, i felt like i was at a roadshow!! but i shall not get into that!! haha.. ya, then we went to swensons and i had loads of strawberry ice cream!! yum!! oh and pistachio rocks too!!! my sister was like just simply gorging herself wid chocolate!! but strawberry works for me.. anyway, ya, we got the gifts and headed home..

anywae, i dun have much time to blog coz thanks to haseenah, ive got my one tree hill working again so im off to watch it!! loveloveloads!!!

wish upon a star rocked!!!
and i cant wait for 2mr!!!

happie anniversary ma

2006-11-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

iduntwannabeanythingotherthatwadivebeentryingtobelately

heyheyhey..
O levels are finally out of sight and most certainly out of mind!! hha.. and this week has been great.. but i dun have much time to blog so it'll be quick k??

monday, 20th november
firstly, happie birthday, paveena!!
okay, so it was MCQ paper..wadever.then i went to sixuan's house.we were slacking for awhile.maria came.changed.left.got lost.dunno where we ended up.finally found our way to paya lebar mrt and went to harbour front. we went to vivocity and walked and wlaked and walked..zippy, u were right! hahaa. and we booked tickets to step up. went to action rich and we ate at secret recipie. damn nice.we had a beef lasagne each.. the movie rocks man. we all wanna watch it again. sixuan spilled nacho cheese all over her again.as usual. maria and i bought a smoothie.an all berry bang!! yummie!! haha. walked somemore.then went home

tuesday, 21st november.
stupid briefing for god noes wad. i din understand a single thing. maria sixuan and i went to suntec. nothing was open at 10am. went into times bookstore and we were entertainng ourselves wid lame stuff..but it was fun lahh. and before we knew it, the shops were open. and we went window shopping.. and more window shopping. went to pizza hut to eat.. historical location for me man!!! [winkx!!].. haha. then went walking somemore.. sixuan and i finally exchanged our birthday gifts.we bought each other a top each!! im so proud of our buys..it was so nice..yay! took bus home.after getting lost in suntec itself..oh and how can a forget? i bought a huge tub of yami yougurt as well.bluberry wid fruity pebbeles topping..mmm!!!

wednesday, 22nd november.
sandhya and i, [my sis, ]..we went to shakti's house to print my verification slip for the JC thingy.played playstation wid him..i tell u, when we all played right, playing playstation really makes all the bad words come out man..everyone will just start cursing widout even realising.. then my aunt called and told me to say there for dinner.. lil did i noe that she organised a whole mini party thingy for me to celebrate end of exams. damn sweet man.. there was so much food.. pizza and the works man. it was great! and memorable! thanks!! it made me feel so at home.nth beats great family!=)..oh, and before all this, i watched so much onetreehill.. and after i got home, wich was like past 12, i still watched 2 more episodes before i slep. i love chadmichaelmurray..sixuan and haseeenah, he's mine, u hear me??

thursday, 23rd november
happie birthday, nowrin!!
anywae, sandhya and i went to meet jeevi at dhoby ghaut and we went to plaza sing..[my sis cousin and i, btw].. and we walked ard too. and ate lunch then booked tickets to happie feet.. we went to secret recepie to have a cheesecake.and bought popcorn in. then we played arcade aftetr the movie. my god,m i had so much fun. and i screamed so much! i tell u, i always end up screaming in the arcade..haha..we went window shoppng..then went to take neoprints.. then we went to gelare cafe and had waffle wid cookies and cream and honey malt crunch ice cream!! yummie!! that's wad i call heaven!! haha.. and we went home way past our curfew but hu cares! today rocked.oh, and i when i got home, i watched more, onetreehill..

friday, 24th november
happie birthday, radhia!!!
sandhya, ammu and i went to the temple in the morning.met karthik chittappan and shakti there. then went to eat..mmm..went home..then after my mom left for school, sandhya and i went to bedok interchange, to buy flowers, chocolates, balloons and loads of stuff for her anniversary party tonight!! yes, cant wait. ive organised it for her. coz this is her first anniversary without my father.. and its her 21st year, so i tot of making it special. so, the whole place is decorated and im waiting for the guests to arrive and for her to get home! this is truly gonna be a fun night. and it has been a great week!!!

ciao!!!

loveloveloads!!!

=)

joakim

2006-11-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

''for lovely eyes, seek out the good in people..winkx!!!''

sorry, i had all these pics in my computer so i tot i'd just put it up..the hyper-queens, these are all for u.. coz no one else is as appreciative of these pics!!!

one paper left!!

2006-11-17T16:37:00.000+08:00

we'llseekandfind.we'llmakeandmind.hoeweverhard,we'llstrivetoreachourgoal

heyheyhey
the last time i blogged, i had 12 papers left..but now, i have oni one paper left!! yay!! haha.. alot of pple would have finished by now..but i hvae oni a MCQ paper left so its not all that bad..=)

oh, today sandhya[my sister], had her prize giving ceremony in her school.. i went as a sub mom..hahaha..but i was super glad i went man.. i had a total rush of emotions when i was in the hall..it felt like four years ago, when i was a student there.. and when ms chew led the opening prayer, i really missed the place man.and we all said the our father, hail mary and glory be loudly..it was so fun. and singing all the hymns again.damn nice. then in the end, after the closing prayer, we had to sing the school song.my god i felt like crying k. and i was singing it wid so much of pride. can u imagine? this is primary school, and im leaving secondary school next monday!!! its like time has really flown man. and its kinda scary that its all going so fast.im really gonna miss TK as well..best years of my life.

but of coz, i think for me its alot easier to move on like when i toked to ms foo today, she was really inspiring.. and all i said was hi and she remembers me and my name!! i was so super damn touched..and she like tought me seven years ago ah. my god, i feel so old!!!!!!and she told me that its easier to move on as u get older coz there's always gonna be a change every step of ur life..but for me its been rather cool coz i still keep in touch wid all the best friends i had in primary school..-rani, kalyani, preethi, sharanya, renu, barbara, vernica, yvonne-.. and all my favourite teachers-mrs lui, mrs gomez, mrs joseph, ms seing, ms vasantha, ms foo, mrs ravi, ms chew, sister angela-..and i toked to all of them today.. and ya, i had a pretty fulfilling time when i went there..

ya, and even now,for TK, im sure it'll be pretty easy coz im very sure that i'll keep in touch wid everyone that im close to today..u pple noe hu u are so we better keep in touch, understand?? hahaha..

so ya, me and my sister spent a day out today...was quite fun..hope i do it more often..

anyway, since exams are almost over, vivocity, here i come!!!!!

loveloveloads!!
=)

-div

ms puja

2006-11-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to blog abt sth..after lit paper, ms puja gave us al a note.wich was really absolutely sweet man!! we love u too, ms puja.. she's really the best teacher in the world..probably the oni one who doesnt care abt percentage distinctions and force us to drop subjects..we really lovelovelove u!!! thanks for all uve done!! and we will see u on CNY, when we collect results, teachers day and etc etc....=)=)

and of coz, this brings me to how guilty i am for cursing mr anwari coz he's really a nice person..i guess he was just doing his job all this while. and the note he gave all of us on the last day of sch was really sweet as well.. and so was wd he wrote on my class photo..

oh i guess, we have really great teachers..coz come to think of it, they all rock..
mrs tey, mr foo, mrs tan, mrs chen, ms nani, mrs quek, mr tchen, mrs koh, ms puja, mr anwari!!!
Tk has the most dedicated teachers in the world!!
yay!!

ohkay, here goes some random pics..

chayana, sandhya and i wid choy during suntec roadshow
a trulie unforgettable experience in front of the camera..

maria sixuan and i wid chengying samantha and cheryl during prom

so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?

haseenah maria and i.. this is my official favourite now..=)
i mean, c'mon just look at us!!!hahaha

will we still remember everything we learnt in school?
still trying to break every single rule
will lil brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
can we every find a job that wont interfere wid a tan?
i keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye
keep on thinking its our time to fly..and this is how it feels..

maria shermaine and i..sher looks so adorable

as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together
and as our lives change, from wadever,
we will still be,
FRIENDS fOREVER!!

maria and i at sixuan's house before prom..on her bed wich is oh-so-comfy..and if u can see, look at the back at the wall, that's pics of sixuan when she was young!! so damn damn damn cute!!!!

will we think abt 2mr like we think abt now?
can we survive it out there can we make it somehow?
i guess i tot that this would mever end and suddenly its like we're women and men

shu ning and me..this was taken in the toilet but u really din need to noe that =)

will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town?
i keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye
keep on thinking its our time to fly..
and this is how it feels...

and these are the two dee gurls..pple im really gonna miss man
sylvianne, maria, sixuan, emilla, fatin, haseenah, gloria, shermaine, eugenia and yiting
we all look like glam models!!

and as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together, and as our lives fade, come wadever, we will still be...

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

=)=)
loveloveloads!!

after lit paper

2006-11-03T10:33:00.000+08:00

kanumkannumnokia.neekollaikollummafia

heyhey..okay, i noe i shouldn be blogging but hey! i couldn resist man. u noe, this made me realise that i better not do anything rong bcoz ill never, never survive in a jail. whether the real one or my house! lol.. haha. but anywae, i dunno why im blogging actually, i guess it was just to give in to the teptation. but hey! let the girl have some space alright? ive already done three papers!!! and i only have um.. well, 12 more to go.. oh dear.,. that doesnt sound very good, now does it?? crap man.. but still im happie i survied three papers!! hahaha..

lit was okay i guess..kinda weird how we just forgot abt susila altogether..damn the headmaster k!! why din he come out?? nonsense..but im glad i got my mojo back halfwae through the paper and din freak out man.. oh, and i finally paid haseenah for the earrings and chain..

oh, i watched miss vasantham on sunday!! they all rocked man! they really all deserved to win. but im glad indra won i guess altho revathi shld have. but indra is a good ambassador of V central so shes a good missV!!! congrats!!oh i i wasnt a fan of mathilda but i was so great to see her on Vcentral man!! so cool..and she sang so well..a tamil song!! wooott!!! now i really regret that she din stay till asian pop week on idol..coz then we would have been able to hear her sing in tamil!!!! awwwww!! but i hope to see her on Vcentral soon.. oh and btw, MCS pple, hope u bring back Vstar faisal too!!!!he rocks!!

k, so now skool has ended but i hope all the friendships ive made these long four years will nenver end man.. last last friday, i really realised how much im gonna miss this school!! and all of u pple!! so we're gonna keep in touch, understand?? we have to and i hope we will. though ometimes there may have been bitter times, ill never classify anything as bitter anymore..everything turned out for the better and im never gonna forget anything in TK.. TK rocks and so does 2deeo4 and 4effo5..these four years ave certainly been great and unforgettable man..loveloveloads!!!!!!

okay, i really cant wait for exams to be over!! why??
a)im going KL and JB to shop!! for four days!! my mom's giving RM500 to shop!! and we're going there by ferry!!(all the earring shops in malaysia better watch out man!!)
b)im going to stay in jeevi's and sarita's place
c) im going out wid maria and sixuan and sixuan and i are finally going to exchange out overdue bdae gifts
d)im gonna spend more time on the computer and wid all the fellow HYPER QUEENS!!
e) i wanna finish all the christopher golden murder mystery series
f) im going out wid pree rani sha and gang!!!
g) my aunt and i are going on a chocolate tasting buffet
h)my mom wants to bring me on a food spree!!!
i)4f and 2dee chalets!!!!
j)im going on MAJOR movie frenzy
k) many many many more things ive already said yes to but just cant remember!!!

and i cant wait!!!so those 12 papers better go fast man!! hahaha

p.s. to moose, zippy,fatimah and boakwon, i really miss u pple..=)=)

im a joadivian!!!

2006-10-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

how deep is your love??

heyheyhey pple..today was so boring.lit was damn boring. so was chem and every other lesson.and eng test was horrible..repeat: h.o.r.r.i.b.l.e.!!! my goodness..

dun feel like going to school 2mr..but i might just drag myself outta bed or sth..and end up a walking zombie....sheeshh...16 geog qtns??? mrs chen, have mercy on us!!!!! hahha

i walked out of school wid gloria, [okay, so we ran!!!].. during our MINUTE break..and we had chilli crap instant noodles!!!! mmmmmm, droolss!!!..hahaha..and the most mouth-watering scrumptious chocolate muffin in de world!!! it was de bleh!!! [winx!]...but seriously, it was so super good man!!! mmm, i was melting just sinking my teeth into it.. okay, so, u guys can do without the info, but seriously, go buy it!!!..i'll post the brand name when i remember it!!=)

anywae, i have to blog abt some new special pple that ive gotten to know!! and we seem like we knoe each other for tens of thousands of years!!! but in actual fact, we haven even met!! haha..

moose, fatimah and zippy rocks!!! hahahaha...
and our kimchi curry king!!!

hahaha..ya, its so great to chat wid u guys, can never feel the time passing..and its like we have so much in common..and we can go on and on and on toking abt the most random stuff ever.. hahaha.. we rock man!!! hahaha.. i really hope we keep the agreement to invote each other for our weddings!! hahaha.. aiya, sure will wan!! hahaha.. im so glad we have gotten so close now..and now, its like an addiction..none of our days are complete without going there and posting stuff to each other there..hahaha.. its cool.. its a healthy addiction!! and we are healthy fans!!! right, guys??

we are the four suffrerers of the JWS!!!
[shhh, our secret, dun tell guys!!!]...

oh, zippy, ur blog rocks!!!

haha..

me, the div-ian..is officially a

fatimah-fanatic!!!
moose-member!!!
joazip-ian!!!!

hahahaha,....

we're hyper-queens who are de bleh!!!

pizza hut wid maria

2006-10-07T10:25:00.000+08:00

cozhesbittersweet.heknocksmeoffofmyfeet

heyheyhey..

why am i blogging??its three weeks to the big Os...hahaha.. but tot id just relax for a teeny bit..got so much of work to do..these teachers think we are superpple..so many testpapers ah!! haha.. but i guess ts all for the practice.. my god, i tell u..after Os..im gonna go crazy and slack.. and never touch a book for as long as i possibly can...yay!!

haha..anywae, just a quick update, i din blog abt last wednesday, sandhya, gloria and i wen to watch john tucker must die.. at plaza sing..supposed to have english bt we..... hehehe.. anywae, the movie rocked.. damn funny man!! hhaha.. oh, and i bumped into dennis!! hes so funyy..

ya, and last week, me and maria have been on a food spree!! trying to try out new stuff!! and monday: we went to THE PIE FACTORY!!! very nice..we were also super super full after that. damn nice k, the pies haha..
tuesday: we went to this place called DADI..wid sixuan oso.. they ate lontong and i ate mee rebus..oh, and bandung!! haha..very nice!!
wednesday: we went to bedok and had sushi!! i tried some new ones and she did too!! and we went to Mr.bean for dessert!! mmm..i love the pearly bandung soyamilk!!!
thursday: singlap pizza hut!! 2md time already! or izzit our third?? haha.. i tried a new spaggetti flavour and she had some chicken royale thingy...very very very mouth-watering!!! mm
friday: me and marias schedule din match one bit..i din even see her the whole day! went wid suhailaha nd chayana to parkwae..bought bubble tea!! i tried another flavour!! strawberry green tea!! yummy!!.bought some stuff.window shopped..su and i went home together!!

oh and haapy birthday to u!
happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to HASEENAH!
happy birthday to u!!!

yay!!
good luck for Os pple..

shes cold and shes cruel but she noes wad shes doing
she pushed me in the pool at out last school reunion.
she laughs at my dreams but i fream abt her laughter
and as strange as it seems shes the one im after!!

coz shes bittersweet, she knocks me off of my feet
but i cant help my self i dun wan anyone else
shes a mystery, shes too much for me
oh i keep coming back for more..
shes just the girl im looking for
just the girl im looking for!!!!

ciao!!
=)

prom!!

2006-09-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

dreamalildreamofmee

heyhey..havn really blogged abt prom..i shall make it short and sweet..

well, the day started off good..met maria.we went to sixuans house..her house is so nice i tell u..and her bed!! her room!! her penguin!! ahha.. we wnated to just sleep there man..haha. then we went to meet berlin at parkway.and we walked ard first then went to the salon..did our hair and makeup..then went back to sixuans house to change and left.

reached the hotel..everyone looked so good..it felt as if we were at some red carpet event..it was great!! haha.. took 1000 years to find the lift..went up and there was another big gathering there.. took so many many pics.. wid so many many pple..it was great fun lah..then sat down and named our groups and stuff..

the whole event started..the games and stuff were fun..our group was the best man!!! we were so damn united and we just rocked k..everyone went to the dance floor wen they called ad we just let loose and danced..me and sher went crazy..it was so cooll.so fun.so everything. the food was okay lah. nth great. the performances were good. there is still hope left for singapore idol man.. ike melissa tan and t2b.. it was waynes arrangement!! how cool!!

ya, me maria and sixuan were togther..it was real fun..

i had a nice time.. it was a great night! i had real fun! to many many more nights llike this..

okay, here are some pics of the night..got somemore, will put up later.. if anyone else has a pic, plz send me via email or friendster..=)

lil, me, xuan, syl, mar

so we talked all night abt the rest of our lives
where we are gonna be when we turned 25
keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same

the 2dee girls..im standing next to maria..

bt when we leave this year we wun be coming back
no more hanging out coz we are on a different track
and if u got sth u need to say
u better say it now coz u dun have another day

i look so weird here..henz and me

coz we are moving on and we cant slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound

the crazy 2dee pple..i dunno where im looking

as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had togther
and as our live change, come wadever
we will still be
friends forever!

the 2dee gals again!! [its a diff pic]

so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back now will our jokes still be funny?
will we still rmb everything we learned in school
still trying to break every single rulle??

me, chunyin, weiqi, maria and xuan at our table

i keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye
keep on thinking its our time to fly
and this is how it feels

the four eff foursome wid our dearest mrs tan!

as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together
and as our lives change
come wadever, we will still be
friends forever...

lalalalalalala...

=)

im gonna miss u pple...

jon leong rocks!!

2006-09-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

woulduliewithmeandjustforgettheworld

so...hady has won the competition..but jon din lose.. i was damn upset at first, but then i realised, hady rox too.. and y am i feeling sad for jon when he has a very bright future ahead of him, probably even brighter than hadys.. hady is like another taufik and look where he is now.. but jon, he has the voice, the mass appeal and the whole package.. and just like wad dick and ken said, he wun stay in singapore alone, he'll venture out and achieve greater things.. and he has already been signed on wid hype records.. so im looking forward to an album coming out soon after hady releases one.. and ill buy both!!!

oh, and jon will not make it someday, he has already made it.. wid his exposure and talent, this comp has opened so many doors for him.. he rox..

ill always be a joakim-ian and a jon-atic...

singapore idols over....period.

before amths paper

2006-09-21T09:24:00.000+08:00

andthenisawurface,nowimabeliever!

hey pple..its thursday morning rite now..gonna take amths paper later..last paper!!!

and im kinda sure im gonna screw it up..coz its not like ive been studying for it..but lets just see how it goes..

prelims have been really sucky man!!! practically every paper sucked..im totally dreading the results..and i can already see myself not going anywhere for the first three months,,oh dear..

anywae, yesterday, i din have school..and i left as if prelims was over..so like, the whole day was practically spent relaxing and slacking..

after i sent my sis to school..i went to 7-11 and bought lime, 8days and the official singapore idol magazine on the spot..i felt rather contented with myself even tho i spent $7..i wonder why..maybe it had sth to do wid the fact that jonathan leong was on all three covers?? =)

oh and yesterday night, maria called me at abt 9pm..then iw as gonna put down at 9.35, then she was like, but we haven toked like this in a long time..so we continued talking..and i guess time really flies when ur having fun..coz i put down the phone at 11.05!!!cool rite?? haha..and we were like toking abt so many random stuff..it was fun, rite?? haha..

anywae, ya, i think i better get going rite now..must look thru some maths lah..

2mrs prom!!!! yay!!! but the nearer to prom it gets, the less the excitement..maybe i dun wanna plan too much in case sth goes rong..so, i really hope everything goes well 2mr and all..

see u guys at meritus mandarin hotel!!!! =)

k, here are some random pics..

the 3eff gals!!!

the 4eff gals!!

ryan sandhya wahid and me..during MT last year..i miss ryan!!

'
alisa, gloria, paveena, mdm uma, nowrin and me..
during tamil camp!!

okay, this is really random..but i just had to put this extra pic in!!!

=)

good luck toeveryone for all ur prelims!!!

sonoonetoldmelifewasgonnabethiswae

2006-09-08T10:48:00.000+08:00

sonoonetoldmelifewasgonnabethisway

heyhey pple..its friday..and im kinda pissed at myself for blogging rite now..coz ive hardly been studying.and theres practically no time left.so ill make this quick.

so my father has left the country..was kinda sad that he left..din think it would be so soon..but ya, it just happened.so fast.but im glad that i toked to him yest.i feel like sending him an email now..haha. hes happie.and hes got a good and respectable job.so i should be happie for him too rite.. haha

anywae, so now the roles in the house have changed..not for my sister.shes still the same.but my mom has become the finalcial manager of the hse.coz thats wad my dad used to do. and u noe, my dad lectures at nite, so he was the one hu did all the cooking and stuff..and all that has fallen on my head now. and since my moms so busy, ive practically gotten her share of chores as well..and my sis never does anything anywae..so ya, im basically the in-house maid rite now..

its kinda wth at times ah..but wadever..but now, i feel like ive so much more responsibilities.. its like, if i dun do it, who will??.. that inner feeling..so ya, ive got to adjust and theres not much time to do that..prelims! Os!! ..crap lah..

anywae, ive gotten a new number..finally got a line..and finally got free incoming calls. and i think ive msged everyone my new number.. if i haven, pls tell me..

ya, tuesday was onam, a festival celebrated by all malayalees..it was quite grand at my grandmas hse..i drew a kolam all by myself..wid flowers oni!! im so proud of how it turned out yay!!.haha. and there were so many pple in the house..and all the ladies rallied up and bullied all the men and made them serve us..coz every year, we do the serving..haha,.,. it was kinda fun..girl power!! yay!!..haha.. and we played games and stuff..my grandmas cooking it just fantastic!! mmm..ya, we had fun lah, but i shant go into details..

and happie onam to all the malayalees reading this!!!!

and i went back to school on wed for the most pointless maths lesson..i dun even noe why i went. met gloria in the morning..as usual...ahem..[inside joke,sorrie]..and then met maria after lesson..she came to school to meet me!! sweet rite!! i noe..haha.. then, me suhailah and maria went to eat lunch at burger king coz i was simply craving for hersheys pie..mmmmm..and now im craving for bubble tea..buy fr me???

haha..ya, thats abt it.. hafta figure wad to make for lunch..and hafta get on wid my studying.. last nite, when i was toking to my dad, he was like..study hard ah..oh dear..thats sth i haven been doing..i noe im capable of much more but i haven been putting my time into good use.. but i will.just hope i wont screw prelims up man..

anywae..last night, betilda, haseenah and i were on the phone again..[but this time it was my phone!! the frist conference on my phone!! yay!!!]..haha..and paul got booted..paul and joakim, the best friends got booted rite after the other..i was kinda sad when he cried..and i was reallie glad to see joakim on idol extra..oh well..not much to say..ill let the pictures do the toking..enjoy..

idol top 8..

joakims birthday

after his dignified exit..

best friends..concerned for each other..

one last time!!!

cherie amour

2006-09-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

heyhey..some song lyrics..

this is a song i love very much..
[not just becoz he sang it okay...]

STEVIE WONDER

my cherie amour

lalalalalalalalalalalalala

my cherie amour, lovely as a summer day
my cherie amour, distant as the milky way
my cherie amour, pretty little one that i adore
ure the oni girl my heart beats for.
how i wish that u were mine

in a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
ive been near you but u never noticed me
my cherie amour, wont u tell me how could you ignore
that behind that little smile i wore
how i wish that u were mine

lalalalalala, lalalalalalala
lalalalalala, lalalalalalala

maybe someday, ull see my face among the crowd
maybe someday, ill share your little distant cloud
oh, cherie amour, pretty lil one that i adore
ure the only gril my heart beats for
how i wish that u were mine

lalalalalala, lalalalalala
lalalalalala, lalalalalala

joakim's exit

2006-09-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

awww..how sad..

oh well, haven blogged on joakims elimination..guess ill do it now..im kinda upset he left..

but hey! i think he left on a good note..he left high and after improving..so ya, thats a good thing..

and i think since hes out, stop slamming him lah.and much less, me! ur wishes came true k!!
haha

but ya, i think that in SI, the worst of every week doesnt leave..i mean like from spectacular 1 to 7, joakim was the worst or second worst or sth..but he never left, and finally when there are worse performances and he bucked up, he leaves..thats wad makes me sad..

but other than that, its time he left coz pple were starting to hate him to the core..so ya, he took his dignified exit and i wish him all the best in the future.and i hope to see more of him!!

my two favourites looking absolutely wonderful..jons damn hot lah!!!

now, jon better win man!!!
haha

ya!ya!

2006-09-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

heyhey pple..its 11.15 and im eating apncakes wid ice-cream rite now..mm..its so good!!haha..

i woke up at 10 to make pancakes for everyone..it came off pretty well, if i do sae so myself..haha

and now im blogging..

oh well, this weekend has been kinda boring..but ive not been studying.so i guess its time to start working..dunno how that's gonna happen but it has to..

yest, [sat] felt super boring..its like the day passed so slowly..i guess im too used to roadshows already..and coming back super late..hai..anywae, if u wanna noe wad happened on the toa payoa roadshow, go read haseenahs blog!! =) haha..

ya, anywae, im off to devour my ice-cream pancakes..so much for my diet man..haha.. but its okay to indulge yourself..coz food is the best medicine when ur stressed and depressed..haha..

yesterday nights slumber party cum movie thingy rocked!!

the divine secrets of the yaya sisterhood!!

ya!ya!!

teacher's day

2006-09-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

before i get into how much my thursday nite sucked..the day part was actually nice!!

this was actually the thursday where i was in a good mood.why?? coz it was teachers day!!

i wore my pink tee to school thanks to the washing machine..haha..last as usual but din kena.. then we started giving everyone prezzies!! yay!!..all the teachers were nice and appreciative!! ms puja gave me a big hug that brightened my day!!yay!!

but ive to comment on the horrible concert..it was real bad k..my goodness..i was kinda disappointed..but i must say that asheem and cherly deserved their talent search crown!!!

comewhatmay!!!iwillloveyouuntillmydyingday!!!

haha..then i rushed to meet sha at bedok imterchange..we went to st.anthonys canossian primary school!! met betilda on the wae..its fated lah haha.. ya, we saw mrs.ravi, ms seing..so cool.. had a very long talk wid them..saw my sister!! so cute..haha.. then stayed for the talent quest performance in the hall..then we left.. renu and yvonne din wanna come.. so me, rani, pree and sha went to swensons to eat..high class ah. aha..and guess wad? we sat in the exact same place we sat when we went there in june! yay!!..haha.. saw out fav waitress uma again! shes damn funny.. haha,..can stop laughing at her accent man..i had a celebrity brownie and we all shared two pizzas and a milkshake..pure heavenly!!! haha..ya, then we talked and talked and talked for hours and hours..it was so fun!! just like old times..then i went home..it was a really fun day..

repeat: fun DAY!!

ill blog on the rest later..

after idol roadshow at tampines

2006-08-19T18:34:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey..

im in such a good mood today..

guess why??!?!?!

coz i just came back home after a singapore idol road show at tampines!!!
yay!!

let me begin my tale..

i went to starbucks in the morning and my day started wid a caramel latte..wich was pure heaven..wrote a note to the idols with the tissue paper from starbucks..then met glor and went for maths. had test. then lesson. sat wid sandy and zah.. then gave them all toblerone. mr foo ended surprisingly early..and that was the cause of the rainy afternoon henceforth..

san, cha, suhailah glor and i took 10. glor, su and i went tamp. su went home. glor and i met alisa and radhia..radhia recorded my song during tamil camp.and we were all listening to it.. i never knew i sounded like that! was quite surprising to hear my voice liddat i guess..[i wish it was out of a radio tho..=)..] ya, we went LJS for lunch.then i bade them farewell and went to queue for the idol roadshow thingy

haseenah and fatin finally arrived after like thousand two years ah. then we went to cut queue and stand in the palce wid the barriers.evryone was like staring at us. coz we were like three of the few pple who were standing up..but lucky we did, coz the rest din get posters. we were super lucky.and we had to fight for them.it was super crowded and like super duper hot ah. everyone was sweating. bt hey! it was all worth it.

and dun underestimate haseenah and fatin i tell u.. they were like super excited b4 our turn lah.. hahaha..theyre gna get it if they say im crazy..coz they were absolutely psychotic ah.. haha. there were butterflies in my stomach. i went up first, followed by haseenah then fatin. i gave nurul, jon and joakim the chocolates and my little note..and hugged all of them. i was totally melting coz of jonathan.he is super totally hot to the extremes man.. and joakim was at the end, and we hugged too..he is so super adorable..and he is so sweet!! hai...

and haseenah and fatin were totally drooling over paul twohill..haha..wadever..oh, some girl asked joakim when was his first kiss, and he said kindergarten!! so cute!!..haha..

ya, and i felt sane in that place coz everyone was screaming for joakim too.haha. so i wasn abnormal. in Tk, i feel so extra..oh well, he rocks!!

ya, then after the whole thing, has, fatin and i were hugging, screaming and jumping all at the same time..damn fun..truly an unforgettable experience and im not washing my shirt!!..its gonna go into display or sth!,haha..im glad we went..

arent u too, haseenah and fatin?!?!?!?!?

unforgettable day

ecstacy

pure ecstacy

mmmmmmm

in dreamland..

im in love..oh dear, help!!

after idol roadshow at suntec

2006-08-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey..

2dae was such a fantasticlly fun day..

k let me begin..i took a cab to glorias hse coz i was super late. but i saw the bus halfwae so got down and took a bus..[hehe..budget lah!!]..ya,. so we went to school.went audi. we reached rite on time. coz after that mr.foo. gave our the paper and we had to start.

the paper was okay. the circular measure was surprisingly easy. so i thought i made a mistake somewhere, coz i dun normally find amaths easy!!..haha..and no one could prove the identity..i think sth was rong wid the qtn or sth..hai.

the rest of the lesson, i wasn paying attention at all. mainly thinking of was wud happen in the rest of the day.and i wsa doing physics instead of maths.hai. ya,he finally let us off from that ice age..and cha san and i went to sandhyas dentist, after saying bye to haseenah, gloria and suhailah..

in the dentist, cha and i took a test to show that we are half baked singporeans who only act singaporeans when it comes to free stuff or singing out loud..haha..truetrue..

we ran for the 16 and went to suntec.cha bought burger king..[i got coupon!]..and sandhya and i had subway.. we took pics on the steps in front of the fountain of wealth..then made our wae to the convention centre coz thats where the idols will be..did some serious fixing of my hair in the loo.haha. the whole thing was held in the hubbing place..so it was like quite fun ah. we had entertainment!

we had loads of time to spare.so we went to all the booths set up at the place.i answered a qtn and got free popcorn!!! yay..and sandhya threw a basket ball into the net and won a chance to take a pic on this couch thingy.its a comp lah. and they let all of us take part! so we were all posing for the shot..and i was holding henrys original jersey!!..how cool was that??..

sandhya and i took pics wid the autographed arsenl jerseys..so fun.. die hard arsenal fans man. and we played the stupid song game.ya, then we saw this stupid chocolate eating comp..i wanted to take part..haha.then we walked ard..window shopping. then laxed at starbucks for a while.

then finally went back..and we got to see spongebob and patrick!!..and chayana and i were screaming away..esp after they said, whu lives in a pineapple, under the sea??..and we shouted, spongebob squarepants..

ya, then we ran for the posters..coz u can oni get an autograph if u have a poster.lucky we were alert. and we like ducking form the cameras..and they were everywhere!!..coz none of our parents noe abt this.haha. so ya, then we were queueing for wad felt like forever coz they were late. but wen they finally came on, the wait was worth it lah..joakim is damn cute in real life..and jon has the whole package lah seriously..

finally, we were up there..getting our autographs..the security was pissing me off k..they were sitting in a line..

joakim.jon.paul.hady.nurul.jasmine.rahimah.mathilda

so he was first, and he signed my poster.and i wished him good luck and told him he rocks and stuff.then i asked him..can i get a hug??..and he was like, sure..and he stood up and hugged me..so cute..

and i swear, jon has so much charisma..he signed, the when i asked for a hug, he just stopped, and looked into my eyes, and said, sincerely, sure..he's very charming.and super nice k.he lookes into their eyes when he toks to pple k..damn cool..

pple, i have developed a love for jon!..

haha, and ya, i went down the row..hugged evryone except paul..everyone was so friendly..cha fell in love wid hady.he's nice, i like him.. but joakim and jon are friendlier pple..

and nurul was so nice!..i was telling her all my encouragement and stuff..and when i asked for a hug, she gave me a very tight squeeze..shes so cute lah..

ya so, i got a poster full of autographs..yay!!..

then it really hit me that we got the autographs and the hugs..and i hugged chayana and started jumping..it was so funny..and we were screaming non stop,,and attracting attention..

ya, then we went ard.got asked to a an audition for MTV..and we did it..and we were toking to choy for a while..she looks so nice in person..shes damn pretty..and she hugged us and took pic..and she did an interview wid us for our casting tape..

then we had the audition..its gna be aired on mtv!! so embarrassing.. and we had to do sth stupid..she asked us to sing a song lah..sp we sang the school song!!!..hahahaha...if any teacher sees it, we are super dead..

then we realised we were being really dunb, coz our parents dun even noe we went in the first place..haha. so ya, we left..went to the congress cafe to buy drink..

then i saw a poster of joakim, and found out that the owner was hjis ex schoolmate..and we were toking for a while..so funny.thena fter we bought our drinks, this korean woman asked us hu we support, and i asked her, so wd abt u??. and she said, joakim!! and i started screaming..she wsa joakims aunt!! haha.. cool rite.. and i was toking to her for a while..and i tolf her to tell him we love him..hah

so we walked to the bus stop.the walk seemed endless..we were tired..but we kept emphasising on how fun and worth it today was..so ya, i started blogging at 9.30 and not its 12.10..and like raj said, im reaaly not sleepy anymore..even tho im so tired.and ive been chatting wid him, ashwin, paveena and my dear rani for a long time..

its been so long since i toked to rani!! miss her!!
cant wait for teachers day..SAC reunion!..gna see them agn!

ya, aand at nite, my cousin called and said she was craving for icecream. so we walked down to buy some.i love lime lollies! haha. esp the jelly type. damn nice.haha. and it was a nice walk coz it was cool and dark.perfect.so ya.

haha..so ya, for pple hu din bother reading this whole entry coz it was too long..heres a summary

amaths test.dentist.16.suntec.subway.convention centre.hubbing.taking pics.arsenal.popcorn.toilet.window shopping.shades!.starbucks. spongebob!.idols!jon!joakim!hady!.getting and giving hugs!.MTV auditions.taking pic wid choy!.seeing joakims aunt and friends.wakling together.the three of us.home sweet home.icecream.walk at nite.

ecstacy

it was a really ungorgettable day..as u pple can see..im not gan hev such days in a long time coz of Os..hai..glad we made the most of today!.

san.cha.div..

we missed glor

at roxy

2006-08-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

hey pple..

ive no time to blog nowadays..and i guess im not the oni one..schools superdeeduper stressful now!! wad thh heck..but wait, im not gna say anything bad..or i mite end up in jail..

?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!?

i noe, its frustrating..buut hey..wad the hell man seriously ah..

haha..so ya, im at roxy sq now..at this cyber cafe place or sth..gonna meet sher fatin and sixuan later..the guides are having a make up course..damn funyy..haha..im getting mp3 soon!! yayness..haha...

my life has been pretty much mundane..im still shopping for prom..so much to do. so lil time!! hai.. now i noe the real meaning of it.. prelims are threee weeks away?!?!!?!? oh my god ah.. that's like 2mr or sth..haha.. but im looking forward to national day..no, not coz im a decorating a lame cake..[dun ask!]..but coz ill be having family gathering..and we'll be having midnite parties and stuff..and thats always like super fun at my place..so ya, cant wait..

but i can wait for next friday!!! tamil o level results!! wth..im like super damn scared can.. hai..hopefully all goes well.. i need that damn A1..who doesnt?!?!? oh well..good luck to everyone..esp pple from 4F..and the rest..

ok ya..i really dunno why..but ive been like addicted to singapore idol or sth..i think my friends all think ive lost it.. probably i have,..wad the hell do i see in that show??.. haha.. weird but im still trying to figure it out.. i wonder why sometimes...mmmm..

haha.. but ya, by now, the wholle world should noe, that i love joakim gomez..im his fan.. ya, ya, i noe, he cant sing..ya, i agree too.. but theres just sth abt him lah..he will definitely not be the next singapore idol coz thers more deserving like hady and jon..but hey, i think he should be in for a few more weeks lah..haha..hes not the wrost as long as jasmine is there..haha.. k, im being mean..haha..but ya, i dun like paul for some reason..i think its the hair..it bothers me..haha..

ya, but somehow, i wasnt happoe when joakim, rahima and the rest got in yesterday.the fact that grp 1 was in din register in me.the fact that jon and hady were standing there..that was like wad the hell..i voted for jon!! how did it happen..it was so ridiculous ah..i want them to be top two lah!! not bottom two!!..i thought jasmine, joakim and jay would be bottom three..it was sad seeing them there man..

ok whoa..singapore idol is not taking over my life..but im glad ive got chayana man..i noe im not alone in this..hahahaha..but ya..ill be glad when this whole thing is over man..

as for now, im going to the roadshow 2mr!! hopefully i can get autographs!! yay man..this is cool..
must enjoy yourself when u have the chance..

wait wait..three weeks to prelim?!?!?!..haha..wads one saturday rite..

ya anywae, i think ive used the com for tooo long..wonder how many thousands of dollars ive to pay to these computer pple..hai..this is a sad life..

k, better go..got physics test to study for.. and chem practical!!! hai..sad life lah..

kk..then im off!! going to meet sher and gang..hope the guides are having fun wid makeup...

haha..

ciao pple..

-div

sore throat

2006-07-25T09:48:00.000+08:00

i havent been using the com lately..

wad to do?? no time wad

oh well, nothings actually been happenning lately..

except for the world cup..and france defeat..

that was super sad

and ya, my life has become quite monotonous...

but we have been finding new and exciting places to study..mc cafe, mcdonalds, the airport!!!

ya, even studying has started to become fun..werid, but fun!! haha..but oni when ur wid the right ppl, that is!! haha..

its CE lesson in school now..so, im blogging..

and ive turned mute coz im having a major sore throat..ya, everyones calling me a dummie..oh well..

i just had my first badminton game where i din scream and scream and scream..and ya, it feels weird without talking..gloria and i had a silent conversation in the bus..

this is sad..i wanna tok!!!!!!!...

help!!!!

i cant live like this..hopefully its oni for a day man...

talking and singing is a daily necessity for me..

im screwed

meanwhile, i love joakim gomez...he's cute..he can work on the vocals..but he's cute!!!

very very very cute!!!!

tk band is dynamite

2006-07-02T16:18:00.000+08:00

band comp

met maria at 10. went parkwae. bought coffee.. choped table at banquet. waited for the rest. ate cheese prata!! yay! i finally satisfied my craving..yupyup..haha. then we went to the stadium. gloria and haseenah said they would join us later.

me maria shermaine sixuan haseenah suhailah gloria chayana sandhya emilla fatin.

sat in front of akhil and karan.
toking all kinds of crap. damn fun! ate like a pig!.haha. we were all fanning our selves wid my chinatown fan haha. high class fan man. anywae, tk won! it was super expected coz like we were so much better. we were the first and we set the standard.then we went to take pics..i saw my eye candy! he is super cute!..and hot!! yay!!..took pic wid the twins..now theyre gna think that maria and i are lunatics.haha. damn funny. then went to the busstop. wanted to go parkwae at first. but its too boring. so we decided to go to the airport. and gloria and nowrin went home. the walked to the mrt station. saw all those pple on the wae. shermaine damn power sia. haha. anywae, we reached. afound a table wid ten chairs.ate. toked prank called so many pple... that was the best part of the night. my good ness i was laughing till i cried. damn funny. fatin rocks..the best wwas when we prank called haseenahs cousin..tat was so dam cool.. it was really fun. but in the end, we would say. (name), uve just been punkd..then we ll all burst out laughing in the backgorund. but it din happen for one particular person hu hung up..
ya, then we took an mrt back. it was super late. we din realise time flying while we were praking pple..haha. but it was damn fun. and sher sadi sth i would never forget..she said, i would never forget secndary school life.. and i couldnt agree more..haha.. ya, so i reached home super late. and i bathe and dranks two cups of coffee..we watched tamil movie..

then at 2am, we went to my uncles house in ponggol..watched the france brazil match!!!..omg so cool!!!.

the defending champions have been knocked out! yes ah! damn fun k. it was a solid match.

and hu else scored other than my darling henry!!!

and i had a nice sleep after that!

tamil pledge

2006-07-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

28th june
wednesday

i had to say the pledge in tamil. ohmigod super scary lah.i could have died k. it was nerve wrecking. t
but i guess it din go all that bad after all..
thanks to the support of the sec fours. everyone was actually repeating after me! thx guys! u really made me feel better..and mdm suryani is so cute!.haha. ya, i was the one hu burst out laughing..it was funny..

but im not doing it every thursday!! i repeat, im NOT!

choir farewell/fanaa

2006-07-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

23o6o6
friday
choir farewell

went to meet gloria.she was late as usual.so wads new?? haha..then we walked to the mp library.was supposed to study.but that din happen at all..wen we reached there, there were all these stuff set up ah, like challenging games all. damn fun k. and we were like playing everything like small kids liddat.damn fun. now we wanna go to science centre..to see the full works man.it was damn cool..esp all the mirror stuff..that made us look upside down, fat, thin and all..haha..funny man..then sandhya came so i left and went to meet emilla and fatin. went to tampines.ther, we went to eat at long johns..and we bought stuff for our farewell party that nite. we bought fake nails.and after we ate, we were like putting them on and stuff..damn fun i tell u. i din noe that having vapire nails would actually be tough stuff, coz we could hardly hold anything. we felt super handicap. haha. but it was worth it. so we changed.and fatin and i went to parkwae to buy fake blood.then we went to school saw joanne and joyce. put on eyeliner and stuff. then went to the hall and the party started.itb wasn really a party tho.not as fun as i would have imagined but okay lah. the food was terrible. but the mango pudding was super nice k.then we danced and stuff..and we all had to go to the stage to get our farewell gifts and give a speech ah..we got a mug.wich i broke later on, coz it dropped.oh well, im still saving the pieces of it. k, sad but wadever.but i was really gonna cry wen they played the memorial thing for us. wid all our pics and stuff.. however much i bitch abt the choir, i can never deny that most of the fond memories of my secondary school life is associated wid the choir..

genting trip in sec one- winning gold.riding in the cable car.plying truth or dare in the middle of the night. gossiping the entire night. going to the theme park.

choir camp- com election. din expect at all to get in. cried when i became librarian in sec 2.

VS and VJ concert - fatin sher and me. having fun. dinner together. going home late.

performance at MJ and speech day, teachers day- new experiences.all the claps for us. making the school proud

SYF 2005- my audition. finally getting in. being in charge of the conductors file. practicing so hard. promising mrs.chan. then finally singing on stage. all the jitters. winning glod wid honours. feeling the glory.crying and hugging everyone. being the best cca that yr in school.

KL trip- practicing like freaks. all that pressure. winning double gold awards. sneaking our from the hotel two nights in a row. not sleeping the entire nite palaying truth or dare and watching movies. doing each others makeup.straightening each others hair. crying like a loser when we got a chance to sing in the finals. doing mr toh, mr kwei and the school proud. fulfilling our proimise.bonding wid everyone. endless bus jouneys.shopping!!!!!endless shopping!!!

TK choir concert- practicing on hari raya.sher and i going out. mr kwei scolding us. taking pics on that day itslef!!!..skipping school. siglap south. taking more pics. performing. 17 songs. hearing ppl clapping oni for us. when pple shouted encore after dum belle. everyone giving each other roses and crying after the concert was over.

tkps performace- skipping school. going too early!. eating tkp canteen food. hearing the pri school kids shout, wah! after dum belle.

yup! there sure have been fond memories man. i will forever love tk choir, no matter wad.no matter how sian it gets after a while.

anywae, then i decided to sleep over in school instead of going to alisas house. we played tai te..bridge.and went for super long night walks. truth or dare. ordered macs at 4 am..everyone was asleep by 5..sanjana and i were toking and walking at stealing toilet paper form the teachers toilet. and everytime we saw someone, we ll just run. it was super fun man, we went to the guys toilet for fun. hhaha. din sleep the whole night. drank coffee..was super bitter k. thenw acthed the sunrise together..was thinking of someone at that time but wadever..ya, then we slept at ard 7 and woke up at 9. got ready. played concentration in such a huge group.played wid coulours. ,my god ah.im so hopeless.i kept losing. im such a goodu at this game man. but it was fun watching me making a fool of mayslef im sure..haha. ya, then i wento meet alisa..

she was still sleeping! so we changed and took to cab to TM..watched fanna..my god ah.damn sad. cried. damn nice k the movie..was thinking of somone at that time too.. so was alisa..she was saying his name everytime the hero and herorine were romancing man. damn annoying ah. haha. ya, then we went to mp lib to meet gloria. saw norin. then i left at near 6. went back to tampines.. met maria..had dinner..toked..and toked and toked..then she went home. i was super scared.coz it was so dark and i was all alone. i reached home damn late. slept.

din study the entire holidays. good luck to me!

cars!!!

2006-06-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

heyhey

21st june 2006
wednesday
cars!!!

i woke up late..[this has turned out to be a usual line man!]..haha so ya, i did.

me, my aunt[shakti's mom], sandhya, and shakti went to tampines to go see my very close family friends. their two daughters studied in london and fell in love there and got married there.so, they came back for a month long visit wid their children..im so fascinated by their names,..the elder daughter has two girls..natasha rekha and rebecca maya.. and the younger daughter has a son.. rohan james..so cool.and thier like super damn cute lah..

k then we had a light lunch there.and then we went to singa inn..for high tea..coz it was rahul etta and annabelle chechis 1st wedding anniversary..damn cute..they look so adorable together..[wonder wad they are gna name their children! mmm]..anywae, ya, the food was good. and u noe wad its like wen the whole malayalee community reunites!! a whole lot of gossiping!!..its really fun k.hhaa..i was part of it too!!.haha..and its fun esp when u move from one click to another.haha..mm, i ate to my hearts content.and since we re family, we stayed till most of the guests left. and by the time everything was over, it was already 8 plus.

me, my aunt, shakti, sandhya and my mom took a cab to tampines mall. and we bought 5 tickets for cars..there was no time for dinner coz the place was packed..literally. so ya, i had nachos for dinner!! haha. it was a 21.:10 movie.i thought it started of pretty lame. i din expect it to turn out into such a nice movie. it was really worth watching man..ya, so, it finished at 11.30 andi was back home by 12.00..none of us could fall asleep so, we were all toking on our beds and playing music till we fell asleep..it was nice

my 7th movie in 7 weeks!!

ive watched so many movies and not done a single bit of work throughout this hols..
that's supposed to be bad, right??
but why do i fell ive accomplished something?!?!?
my god, the movies are getting to me..help!!!!

sac reunion

2006-06-22T11:52:00.000+08:00

hellohello

im supposed to be studying now so this is gna be quick

20th june
tuesday
sac reunion

today was damn fun.woke up late.went to meet preethi, sharanya and rani. i thought i was late but end up everyone was late too. so, me and preethi were the earliest. we waited for the rest.then we went to look for movie timings.but everyone was against the idea of watching movie. we met after so long. we wanted to tok not waste time watching movie rite??haha.ya, i saw alisa..k ya, so we wanted to go to pizza hut at first.then i decided why not we have a small lunch then we have a nice desert.and so,. we went to long john silvers for lunch. damn nice toking to them again man. felt as if we were nvr apart. as in, we were still so super damn close. haha. so nice lah. ya, we couldn stop toking even after our meal and after 1000 years.we went to swensons. pro ah. haha. preethi and i shared this ice cream on a pan thing. it was like sizzling.damn nice k. mmm..drools**. haha. ya, there our waitress was like an indian lady wid the strongest accent ive ever heard. omigod!! it was so funny. none of us could control oursleves man. my god ah..haha.. we all laughed till we cried. it was just super funny lah k.haha..hai~~ ya, so we toked and toked and toked and toked..ya, it was seriously non stop lah.and it was like, we are all madhavan fans..so we were like toking adn toking adn toking abt him..it was seriously damn fun k. and we were toking abt how good he loks in rang de basanti!! my god, i feel like watching it again just for his face! [why did they have to kill him in that movie?!?!]..

omg so cute rite??

and we were toking abt the IIFA awards and stuff..yay! to rani mukherjee for winning best actress man!! two years in a row man..i absolutely love her. she's sp pretty and versatile and a wonderful person and actress..

haha. and then we decided to go take neoprint.i managed to convince rani but at the last min she din wanna take again.haha.but it was fun. then gloria called and all..we wanted to meet but there was no time. ya, so we toked and walked and toked somemore..and none of us had the heart to leave.. so in the end, by the time i reached home, i was like one and a half hours past my curfew..hahaa.but my mom remained cool abt it,. thank god!.haha.

sharanyaranipreethidivya

[rani is the photographer!!!=)]

together forever!!!

2006-06-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

my two new found soccer darlings!!

cesc fabregas from arsenal, and playing for spain

kaka from AC milan, playing for brazil

omg so cute!!..
i just reliased i like guys wid this kinda hair!!!

just my luck

2006-06-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11.got ready.left at 1.30 to meet jeevi. then jeevi, sandhya and i went to get tickets.then we went to eat at the food court.i bought stuff from umeya..hehe..took neoprints.damn funny.we took one wid jevvi and i kissing sandhya.damn cute lah..haha.then we were screaming as usual. but the pics turned out great.haha.thenw e went to play arcade.i love the racing cars.damn fun ah..haha.
went to watch the movie.just my luck.damn nice.seriously.i wish i was watching it wid..

anywae, ya, the movie rocked man.totally.i absolutely recommend everyone to watch it.yup.and then we went back to the arcade.and spent so much money on cars and motorbikes and shooting games..haha..and i was like always screaming.coz im like forever losing.but it was fun lah. and oh ya, the best was that big table thing.where we have to try to score a goal and all.damn fun ah.i was like totally screaming down there everytime i score or jeevi scores.hahaha..and by the time we finished, it was like super super late and i spent $30..it just vanished.i din even realise time or money fly.so, we called home and said we'll just eat dinner out.so, we went pastamania.dmn nice.lucky acha gave us money man. if not ill be like super broke.thx! love ya!.

ya, my mom made me promise her that i wunt buy any clothes today.well, technically i din break the promise, coz i oni bought four earrings and a pair of slippers.haha.couldn help myslef..they were on sale!! wad do u expect a gal to do?!?!?..i couold hear the slippers calling out to me..kk, this is gettting ridiculous..anywae, then we headed home.

and my father bought otah.and i had enuff space in my tummy for one..haha..so, i ate one.and then we all toked for quite sometime.and now im blogging.ive been in the com from 9.30.coz i was like watching goal and stuff, and now in watching this lame tamil movie..and ive been toking to maria since..

time check: 00.53
im still toking to maria..and gloria just came back online..
jst now i was chatting wid sher and radhia..k then, im gonna go back ro my chatting and this movie.

the guy from just my luck is so hot!! hotter than mr.hot!!!

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2006-06-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

yesyes, its time for an update..

i was dragged out of bed to go to the temple.i was so pissed k.coz i was still half asleep.hai~~.but ya, so ammu[my grannie], shakti[my cousin], sandhya[my sister] and i went to ceylon road temple.then we went to eat luch at paramount hotel.thats the good part abt being wid my grannie.we always go somewhere new.and when it comes to food, my grannie rocks man.haha.ya, then we took 10 all the wae to clementi somewhere.and we went to this place called..gloria mansions.haha.the M was falling off tho.ya, so, we went to visit this frend of my grannies..she is dying of bone cancer.the docs have given her one more year to live.how sad is that. hai~damn depressing man.but her husband was totally pissing me off, tellng me that i should eat more and im very dark.and i used to be so shy when i was younger and blah blah blah.i was like..wtf?!?!?!?!?..who the hell asked u??..nonsnse lah.i was oni there to see the lady, not him!.crap, ya, so anywae, they fed us, like alot of food.hai~~.i was completely bloated.my god, it was enough to feed an army!.some pple dun understand the concept of, enough..hai~~anywae, so ya, we left.took 10 back.and then i was chatting wid gloria and khalis.and called maria for a while and stuff..everyones asleep.im sleepy too. ill probably sleep after this post..nites pple.

im watching movie 2mr!!!

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2006-06-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

150606
thursday

my sis had to do a book review so she needed to go to the lib.and since i wasn spending much time wid her, i decided to take her and spend some quality time wid her in the process..and so, we went to the library.and im so glad i bought money along.coz we used the oppurtunity to do some shopping..im so glad.bought two tops and a pants..yay! and my mom wasnt ther, so it made it better.ahhaa.ya, then we went to macs to eat. and we spent so long there.then we finally went to the library.n we were out of there in like 10 mins.haha.so basically, going to the lib was just an excuse.then we went to Bk and had a hershey sundae pie.haha.and we bought a drink and decided to walk home. until i saw a board saying..$2 earrings!!!...how cool!.so, i raced there.bought a pair and a necklace.haha. my goodness, i realised that whenever i go out, i always return wid sth, even if its just a earring.haha.so ya.then we walked home.

im glad i chose to spend the time wid my sis!
its been a while..

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2006-06-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

14th june
wednesday

i woke up damn late coz i watched brazil match.was toking to radhia and ashwin till 2 plus.and then i had a nice bonding time wid my dad while we watched the match..

i went to my grannies place to learn how to make kueh makmur..so cool.im an expert already.coz i was practically doing that the entire after noon..then my grannie and i went for another walk.and on our wae back, we went to the bakers shop and bought the crimper to make the kueh.and it tasted so good.

i cant wait to make my own!

rebonding day

2006-06-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

hellohello!!!!

today was such a nice day man!!!
if oni everyday can be like this ah..

k, i shall make this quick.

woke up late coz i slept at three last nite..was chatting till two..it was an interesting conversation..thx ashwin, for u noe wad..

anywae, my phone is finally topped up!!ya soi went to marine parade at ard 12 plus.met gloria.we walked ard.i finally found a nice place to rebond.gloria stayed wid me for a while.i felt like a princess.everyone had to wait coz i was first priority..hahaha..

finally my hair was done.its straight again!! but the cutting part din go the wae i planned..oh well, it still looks nice, if i do say so myself.gloria came back.then left again.haha

called my mom..met her at eastpoint..we wanted to go have tea but then i saw the word..SALE!!!!!..i never miss that word..this fashion was having clearance sale..my goodness..thats like heaven or sth..haha. so ya, would i resist sth like that.hell, no! so, without giving my mom time to object, i went there, chose two tops and two skirts..and asked her for money!!!..haha..wad a wonderful daughter i am!!..

and im so proud of my buys!! cant wait to wear them!!..but ya, i just realised i have sth for pink..out of the four things i chose, two were pink and one other was half pink..uh-oh!!!!

so, then we went to starbucks.bought a caramel latte and a oreo cheesecake..[wad a pig!]..haha.then we toked crap for a long while..my mom let me in on a lot of family gossip..my god, my malayalee community are really gossipers..hai, must be in the genes lah??..

so ya, we went home..my dad was making dinner..he made burgers and mashed potato..so cute..haha.

maria called!!..din think she would.but we toked for quite a while..and a fun conversation oso..haha..

and now im blogging..im smsing khalis..and toking to renu and sha..my god, the three of us, just like old times..the charlie's angles unite!!.and im watching csi..

2mr my grandmas best friend is coming to teach me how to make kueh makmur..ill try to bring to school..and ya maria, ull be the first to try!!

2dae was cool..rebond.eat.shop.eatagain.tokonthephone.eatsomemore.
watchtv.sms.blog.sleep!!
hai~~
~

i need sleep!!

beach

2006-06-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

did i ever mention that i love my grannie??

k well, i do

shes so cute..she suddenly called me n said that she hasn been to the beach after the tsunami..so she wanted to go there for a walk.

and how can i refuse someone so cute??

*winx*..

so ya..we went to the beach..for a long walk..[mmm, that sounds familiar!]..she felt so happie after that and so, she took me to gelare cafe..

i love her!!!!

world cup

2006-06-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

friday nite, as in, saturday morning was so fun man!! everyone stayed up for both matches..haha..and most of the pple stayed until 7/8 liddat and left after breakfast..damn fun!..and like i introduced everyone to milo godzilla!! damn nice..aiya, i got no time to type details..but ya, it was seriously a blast..and there was satay and otah and alot, i repeat, a lot of pizza..and ahem ahem..alot of drinks man..my dad just used the oppurtunity knowing my mom wont kill him..haha..it was fun..the screaming and all..cool lah..wednesday the venue is my uncles place.i cnt wait.haha.

i want popcorn!
and
more milo godzilla!!

prata cafe.milo dinosaur

2006-06-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

time check: 23.21..

im waiting for world cup to start..my relatives have slowly started pouring in.and my mom is busy in the kitchen popping corn..ahha..

and im chatting wid rinesh online..khalis just went offline..im sorrie i left just now..
my com hang!!

anywae, let me elaborate on today..i went to glories hse in the morning..then we were like dilly dallying although we were super late.so ya, we were super late lah.haha. and we did phy pract..so fun.haha.amaths passed quite fast actually..haha..

then i stayed in the canteen waiting for maria..me, karan, gloria and sandhya.then karan and sandhya left..khalis came, faizal came. haseenah came..then maria came..then they all started eating and stuff..dunno wad happened after that..i was pissed coz i hardly got my eye candy today.and i was looking forward to it ah..damn!..kinda ruined my mood..anywae, said bye to the rest and maria..then left

went to meet paveena..was early.i tot i was at the rong place.ya, we went her hse..ate.and watched aaru in her parents room..haha.she told me abt the match btw tampines rovers and the goal team today at 7..i asked my parents..they say come home and tok.so, i watched the paakkatha, ennai paakkatha..song..then i left.

went home.my parents actually let me go! it was damn fun! i din think they will agree man.haha..so, i called paveena.told her.we made plans ah.then 6.30 finally came.i was in bedok int all ready to meet paveena.and she tells me the match has been cancelled coz of the rain..wtf!!!!..we were both so pissed..coz we both love to watch soccer.haha.we even planned to wear matching clothes ah..hhaa..ya, so, alisa said she could meet too..so, i went to little India to meet her.i din noe the wae to the shop. so, she was giving me directions thru the phone.damn funny.coz i was super lost.and out of place..and it was full of Indian workers so i ws damn scary..oh ya, i called ashwin before that to ask him abt s.league..haha.then i called my mom and told her i was at the stadium watching them play.haha..wad a liar man.haha..so, then we met.and we went to meet paveena at city hall..along the wae, alisa was telling me so many stories all..damn fun..

so, met paveena..and we went toilet. she changed.called mithun. decided to go to his workplace. prata café. at upper Thompson.so, the three of us took cab..and everytime we walked, we made alisa walk in the middle coz paveena and i were wearing the same thing.haha. ya, we took cab.the cab ride was damn long ah.and we were talking all kinds of crp wid the txi driver..we had such a good laugh man.we told him we were all sisters and he should give us discount..then he sad ii look like im 22 and that everyone from TK are gangsters..vetcha paaru aappu!!..haha..crap lah the guy..hah. then we missed the place toget down.the taxi fare cost so much.hai.so we walked back to the prata café.saw mithun.there was this very pretty girl who was serving us. we all bought milo dinosaur.took pics..haha. then tok tok all for a while.

and the next ting i knew, we were holding our jeans and running across this huge road.we were practically running for our lives man,seriously.haha.then took cab to eunos..this time wid a much nicer taxi driver who asked us if we were in sec 4..which means i dun look like im 22..the other guy was blind.but then again, according to mithun, its a good thing to be matured..true..but wadever..so ya, we were telling him how much we love him coz he drove the cab so fast.we were back on time.but alisa and i just missed the 13.so, we took more pics.and paveena left. then alisa and i went to explore eunos for a while.then made a big huge turn around and came back to the bus stop. and we bought a brush each on the wae too..haha.ya, then took 13 back. and that was the same 13 i took that afternoon from paveenas hse.damn cool. alisas maruthaani was dripping all over from her hair.haha. we were planning my sleepover and stuff.then we got down at KCP..and i took a 31 home.

reached home half an hour past my curfew but wadever..ya, and now, im blogging..im so damn sleepie..slept so lil in the last few nights..2mr is gna be purely sleeping day k..

anywae, the match has started and so has the screamings.haha..

germany must win this match!

**cheers the milo dinosaur**
to many more nights out like this..we realized that the three of us have never gone out alone before, in home clothes, till this late!! so cool!!

i wanna go back there and try the milo Godzilla!!!

time check: 00:12
11 mins and 52 secs into the game and gremany hs already scored and costa rica has already equalized..haha..this is definitely gna be and interesting nite man..

i want popcorn!!

the omen

2006-06-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

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heyhey

today was a wonderful day man..english was nice..khalis, gloria and i toking as per normal..and getting into trouble as per normal.haha..it was fun..and khalis did for me and maria graffiti!! yay!! very nice..haha..ya, then was amths..sat wid karan and Emilla.and then was geog..chayana came!.geog passed fast..karan was damn funny im telling u..gloria and i couldn stop laughing..lucky mrs chen was in a good mood man..if not we sure kena..we were, i mean, they were making so much noise..haha..

anywae, i feel bad for not saying bye to maria aftr school!! hai~~ anywae, we went to suntec after school. supposed to go to plaza sing..but ended up in suntec.me, haseenah, gloria, chayana, sandhya, Emilla and fatin..we went straight to the toilet..changed..we were making so much noise that the security had to come to the toilet to tell us to shut up.haha. we were all in blick! so cool man.haha. then we put on makeup and all..and after 2000 years, we were out of the place. haseenah and i went to book tickets, then we took pictures..it was so cool man.haha.. i love taking pictures!!..haha.ya, then we finally found subway..then haseenah and i found our wae to burger king coz i had coupon! haha..we were walking fast so that they’ll come..they’re such slow pokes i tell u.haha..ya, so we bought.and his the food..then went to the cinema.chayana, sandhya, haseenah and i went in first, coz i was scared the drink was gna spill into my bag.haha..then we chased this guy out of our seats.hha.and we sat fdown.the rest came.the movie started.the omen!it was so…scary, yet funny, yet stupid..i dunno why. but it was, trust me..and before the dog came..i was like telling haseenah, so stupid.wad?so a dog is gna appear now??..and a few secs later, true enuff, a dog appeared!! haha..that was damn funny man.. we were totally ohmigodding after that scene..aha..and we were practically laughing for all the scary parts..haha..altho stupid, definitely worth it..worth the fun, laughter..and oh, not forgetting the screams..haha..ya, so, then we just had to get out, coz it was freezing.and we went to parkwae, after getting lost in suntec..there are three girl guides wid us, and we still end up utterly lost!..hai~~..so after we found our wae and took pictures wid the topless hippo bus and the parental advisory thingie, we ended up in parkwae and we were chasing a hot guy..haha.then fatin, gloria and i went to change..i had a major time removing my eyeliner..seriously.we bought the wet wipes, and yet, i was so scared my mom would notice.it was a painful experience but i braved thru it!! haha..wadever..ya, so we left after saying bye to sandhya.emilla followed us..chayana and haseenah disappeard somewhere..then after gloria left, they were trying to remove my eyeliner..i must have looked stupid.bt wadever man..haha..went home..no trouble..just a lecture.. my mom thinks im having a love failure..she’s mad lah..totally..wd to do? it must be in the genes or sth..

went up to my grannie’s place for a while.din wanna go home to my momsies nagging..i love my grandma.shes so nice man..hai~~.ya, so, i went home, ate..thenwent online..chatted wid khalis for a long while..then toked to ashwin from 10 to 11 i think..wasnt keeping track but all i noe is that i missed my super nanny!!..haha..but i still watched commander-in-chief..haha..ya, then i decided to do geog hw..chatted wid gloria and paveena..hha..made plans wd paveena for 2mr..hah..and now im downloading songs..my eyes are slowly closing on me.evryone’s asleep.the hse is dark..
oOoOoOoO

time check: 01:18..

p.s. gloria, its 01:06 am ah..not pm..haha..

wd should i do?? sleep or call paveena??..

my fifth movie in five weeks..cool-ness, as maria would say..haha

0606 and 0706..boring

2006-06-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

0606 and 0706

these past few days have been boring..im on a major money saving spree..so ya..i tried not to do anything..both days were standard..waited for maria.bought bubble tea.went home.went online. gloria called..toked to her for super long!!.coz u noe, qt& i like fondling the phone &qt...then i slept super late!!..

i love rahima rahim!!

it sounds like maria rahmat!! oh well, not really but wadever..

khalis's secret..shhh

2006-06-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

5th june
Monday

i was late for school thx to gloria..haha..but mrs tan din remember that i was late so i wasn late after all..k, wadever..emaths passed fast..then was english..fun as ususal, coz we dun pay attention..khalis, gloria and i were talking the entire time ah..despite all the screaming by farida..haha..but she can dream if she thinks we listened man..haha..khalis did another graffiti for me..haha..very nice..oh, and i found our that he lives in block 219..i used to live in block 218!!..hai~~ damn sad lah..that was the ebst hse ive every lived in man..i still rmb the time i cried my heart out when we were moving and i sat on my bed, refused to elave the place and the construction workers had to carry the bed wid me on it..and i was in the truck wid all my stuff after i said goodbye to that place..damn sad k..i really wish we din leave that place..anywe, after english was dunno wad oso, cant rmb means not impt.

after sch, we were like one big gang ard one small canteen table..very funny..we are watching the omen on Thursday..yippee..haha..ya, then i waited wid sher and fatin..and haseenah, came and went, and came and went.haha.ashwin was there at one point of time..then maria appeared..and then khalis came and he wanted a nail clipper coz his tore nail broke or sth..but i oni had a nail file to offer..haha..sorrie!! then we were sitting down there talking and waiting for god noes wad..then mar and i left at three..we went to BK and ate..i finally bought my Hershey pie!! mmm…then i bought my cheng tng wid pearl and then we met she anf fatin..waited for them to buy bubble tea then we went home together..nice!!..

at night, i was talking to khalis and akhil online..khalis sure has secrets man.haha..ya, shant elaborate..we were talking for quite a while..and i had another pic of akhils for me to analyse..im like his photo analyzer or sth..wadever that means.haha.. anywae, ya lah..my parent were awake so all i could do was dream abt the phone and so i decided to be a good girl so go to bed..in between three bears..

thats wad i call comfy!!!

keep smiling
keep shining
knowing u can always count on me, for sure
that’s wad friends are for!!!

steamboat

2006-06-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

3rd June
Saturday
im 16 years and one month old!!
haha wadever

anywae, i had phy lesson in the morning although i slep damn late the night before..and i was hungry and sleepy and phy was a bloody waste of time.i din absorb a thing k. ya, then me, gloria, Emilla, fatin, sher and dora went to burger king..being the cheapskates that we were, we went there coz i had coupon!! haha.. and we ate and i drank my ever sweet-ever mily coffee..my way,my style..everyone thought i was crazy but wadever..haha.. so ya, then gloria and i went alisa’s house but she wasn there.. then i walked to gloria’s house and i finally boarded the 608 after we purposely missed like 4 or 5 busses.. haha..

i went home and quickly got ready to go for this birthday party..it din seem like a party except that the food was damn nice and everyone was well dressed..haha..i cant rmb the name of the restaurant..someplace in serangoon road..but it looked damn pro and the food was seriously damn damn shiok k..mm..haha..ya, then my cousin and i went to the salon to pamper ourselves abit.she needed to get her hair done and i just tagged along..so i straightened it temporarily..i really cant wait to rebond again.haha. then we went to her place and i brought along my stuff..and we changed for the dinner..till now, i dunno wad on earth we were celebrating but it was grand..and there were a lot of pple..luckily we bothered to dress up..i was wearing my nw skirt!! haha..ya, so we went to le meridian changi. wen i lived in pasir ris, i used to go ther all the time..but ya, so, that place really broght back memories..actually, jus being in pasir ris brings back memories man..

then we went back to my cousins place to take my stuff but it was so late that my uncle suggested that we all just sleep over..my mom and dad wernt in the mood so my sis and i slept over..so fun k.. all the sleepiness simple disappeard.haha..we were up for so long..playing all kinds of crap games..haha.. and i had a very heartfelt talk wid my aunt..hai~~..

so ya, we woke up the next morning all half asleep..breakfast tasted exceptionally good..and then i went home..did some homework..cleaned the gigantic pile of books on my table..i can finally see my table top!! i never knew my room could look so great ,man!! haha.. ya, then in the evening i went back to my cousins place..then we had steamboat in his house coz he has this steamboat set thing..haha. it was so fun..it comes wid a grill.like seoul garden.haha..i had fun grilling stuff.. somehow everything tasted wonderful wid that sauce my aunty made..it was seriously damn nice..

i want somemore!!!!!

why cant every weekend be like this one?!?!

over the hedge

2006-06-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

2nd june
Friday

i really cant rmb anything abt school.
anywae, after school, i got stood up for the first time in my life!!!

by a teacher!!

we supposed to have oral training but farida din matreialise..hai..so gloria and i were slacking in the canteen and all..called paveena..and looked thru pics..then we went to go eat rojak and otah!! i love otah!!..haha..then we bought drink and walked to parkwae..we sat at the steps and waited for paveena..she came.saw Diana. talked for a bit. took 76 wid them. i got down at sch bus stop. they went to hougang. i met maria.we went to tampines.we watched over the hedge.it was super cold k..i was dying lah..if oni......*ahem ahem*..anywae,we were both super tempted to watch X men 3 AGAIN!!!..haha..but we decided not to waste $$..haha..so ya, this is the fourth movie im watching in four weeks..and im watching next week too!! yeah yeah man!!

then we rushed home..and my mom wasn’t at home!! wtf!!..should have come home later..haha..

then at night..my parent slept early..was so happie..felt like a busy person in msn..talking to so many pple..so i blocked pple i din noe..was toking to akhil, gloria, paveena, ashwin, khalis, maria and nowrin..haha..then ya..watched tv..was on the phone..my mom and dad caught me..hai~~..sad lah.. but wadever..they started lecturing me on relationships.. mean like..?!?!?!?!!?!?!? please lah..hai~~.. and i went offline..

couldn fall asleep.must be the coffee..then read my stupid book..and i finally fell asleepwid the help of my bears..and i woke up sandwiched in btw two huge bears..haha..

wadever..

out!!

i realised that so many pple have broken hearts behind their ever smiling faces..its saddening man..i cant relive the pain..but dun worry, i'll always be here..when u need me and want me..im just a call away..=)

11pm to 2 am

2006-06-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

1st june
Thursday

school was ok..din fell the time pass by so quickly.eng was nice..toked to khalis..he did for me my name in graffiti..it was so cool..its on my wall now..anywae, i like emaths transformations..finally sth i really understand..like locus..so cool..haha..ya, then, maria and i went to siglap pizza hut..we ate the set lunch and add on garlic bread..i love pizza hut..my historical location wid gloria and sher and now, maria!! haha..and the service there so nice..they keep clearing our stuff, and since we din leave aftr our meal, they gave us more ice water although we din ask for it..and the food was good..maria had sausage mania and i had a pepz and spice spaghetti!! mmm, i can still drool man..haha..and suop and pepsi..nice!!!..ya, so we were super full lah..couldn even walk straight man.haha.then we walked to the busstop.and we saw mr anwari in the kopitiam!!..and he was wid a guy..and i was like, lucky he ws not wid a girl, or the whole school will have new gossip by 2mr..and maria was like, lucky u werent wid a guy or all the teachers will have new gossip by 2mr..haha..good point, mar! hha..so ya, then maria persuaded me to take 10 wid her home..and then i crossed the road and took 31 back..stupid, but wadever

at home, i was online, then toked to gloria for a bit..then watched super nanny..haha.so nice..and surprisingly, my parents were both sleeping by 11pm..so, i called paveena..k, let me elaborate a lil

11: oo * me and paveena
11:1o * nowrin and alisa called
11.30 sth * radhia called..then nowrin put down
11.50 * me, radhia and alisa oni..
12:oo * alisa put down..radhia paveena and i were having such a nice conversation man..i’ve never toked to radhia at such a personal level b4..was damn nice..
12.3o sth * radhia put down..
12.35 * rinesh called..first time toking to him although ive heard so much..he became my etta!!hes malayalee too!!
1.2o * rinesh put down..me and paveena only..we’ve like never toked to her alone for so long although she’s my close fren..felt good.felt close..haha..wadever, but ya..i decided to tok till 2 to make it exactly 3 hours..
o2:o2 * we put down

i was there all three hours..first person to call, last person to put down..so fun..cant wait for my parents to sleep everynite man..

this brings back memories of sec one, sec two..when i was an uncontrollable freak..and gone wild, as quoted from my mother..hai..i wanna turn back the clock..despite the troubles i got myself into, it was damn fun man..

p.s. happie birthday to justin and erlina!!

tamil camp

2006-06-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

its 00:57 now..im on the phone wid paveena and rinesh..

30th may
tuesday
tamil camp

met gloria, alisa and nowrin at 7 plus..then met radhia n paveena at techno park..then we walked to ping yi sec..saw shamini, meera, their bro, nithya and jega..then the tamil camp started..and we had a lame motivational talk..and then we were spilt into groups.glor and i din have a group so we just joined paveena's group..and there was shamini, tarani, jega, jamuna..an some other pple hu's names i cant remember..then we had this quiz comp..and it was so funny..coz we din noe anything..and we were like guesssing all e answers..so fun..then was tea break..so stupid..curry puff and some red drink..then was adversisement compertition..it was so funny..there's this guy im in love wid..his name is taufiq..he's in sec one..and he's like so round and chubby..and he has such a lovable laugh..so cute..and we had to sell milk powder for the advertisement..so i insisted that he became the baby coz he's so adorable!!!!!!!!!!!so anywae, i guess it went well..then was drama competition..we got our topic..nandri maravael..means like, don ever forget all the things pple have done for u..k, wadever..so ya..we din have a proper plan till the time we were performing..but i agreed to be the teacher at the last minute..but it went well, i guess..altho i din have any diff intention at any point..anywae, ya..so then was lunch..we had briyani..wid some green drink..it was nice..the milo was super diluted..haha..then we had fancy dress comp..we dressed up jega..so funny..lucky shamini was in our grp man..so we had so much jewellery.. then i got the news that shamini and i had to sing duet for the concert.and we oni had five minutes to prepare..but ya..so we sang..then was prize presentation..i won two trophies!! but better than that, our grp, grp 5 won all four competitions..2nd, 2nd, 2nd and 1st for drama..damn power sia..haha..then we took pics all..and then me, paveena, alisa, nowrin and radhia cut cake for gloria and she fed all of us..then we left..went bedok int..waited for a double decker 31..then went home wid nowrin, alisa and gloria..the day was going fine till the attendance guy called my hse to inform my parents that i din go school..and since i din tell my parents that, i was in deep shit..and i kena such a long lecture..i remained strong in front of my mom, then locked myself up and burst into tears..called alisa..toked for a while..then my mom sent me to buy dinner..then i called maria while i was out..we toked for 30 mins plus..then i went home..

despite all that, i think this was such an unforgettably fun day..im blogging after so long so im missing out details..but it truly rocked..and i cant get over it..i miss tamil camp so much..it was great man..super damn freaking hell seriously fun man..hai..

and one more event to add to my list of unforgettable fun events:[SYF 2005] [rahul ettas wedding in malaysia] [choir comp at shah alam] [makarra vilakku] [choir concert] [my birthday] and now, [ tamil camp 06]..

imlovinit..

andimlovinyoutoo!!

time check: 02:01..im still on the phone wid paveena..rox lah..

tamil Os

2006-05-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

tamil O level!!

die!!!

ohkay lah..maybe it wasnt really that bad.. but i dun have a confident feeling abt the paper.. i dun think i'll get an A1..hai~~..that's life i guess.. i have to accept it..but if i get an A2, i really dunno wad to do.. should i retake??

i dunno..

wad an intelligent answer ah..but i really dunno

well anywae, after school, i went to parkwae wid maria, gloria and the rest to buy bubble tea.. i bought cheng tng..[i've fallen in love wid it ever since i realised its good for my complexion..hehe]..haha..ya, and i went to Q-bread to get a bun..therest left to watch movie and we met paveena, alisa and nowrin..bought mac's and went to tamil class. we missed a 31 and a 38..we were pretty late but mdm uma din really care coz she was late too..haha..then we checked our O level paper..im so scared.. i think i lost 10 to 12 marks already..shit lah.. k then she wanted to teach oral and listening stuff..but no one was interested so we din do it. and we decided to go home early..then she told us that she wants a group dance by 2mr..and she's obviously mad coz we have les than 24 hours to choreograph a dance..which is impossible but being the crazzeee pple that we aree, we wanted to do it anywae..i called my mom to tell her i wan going to dance.. she was super pissed wimme. it was the dance in sec one that broke me from my innocent frame in her eyes and got me in the most trouble both wid the police and my parents. so she was not happie at all.. but i just hecked it as usual and told some lie to make it sound as if im not really gonna dance..so we took a cab to radhia's house..me, paveena, alisa, gloria dn nowrin..we danced but we were too lazy..and till the end, we din dance..we were just talking and eating curry puff and worl's nicest chocolates..mmm..and dancing playfully and playing loud music..it was still fun adn i enjoyed myself..so wadever..it was a nice wae to relax after that sucky paper..

k wadever..its late at night..im chatting wid maria..and my parents are not at home.. i've freedom for a night..im gonna make the most of it,...

; )

report book collection

2006-05-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

friday
26th may

tamil class was quite sad coz mdm uma started crying.. and i felt like so bad.. she's a nice woman lah.. but a bad teacher..but like come to think of it, almost all the teachers are nice pple lah..and i din expect her to get so emotional.. i wanted to hug her or sth.. very sad.. our class has sentimental value for her coz we are the first sec 1 batch she has taken to sec 4..and for all the times we bitched abt her and cursed her..we'll only do her justice if we get a distinction for tamil man..hai~~ i din think i'll admit it but i'll miss her lah..and tamil class....

hai..then glor, alisa, paveena, nowrin and i went to parkwae, bought bubble tea and stuff to eat.. maria, i bought cheng tng wid pearl!! was nice!! wanna buy again!! we buy together??oh, toking abt maria and food, she introduced me to the charsiew rice in bowl thingy yesterday..i din noe it was so nice..she literally fed me a scoop..haha..ohkay....

anywae!!!!...ya, then we walked to marine parade library..and we passed the spot where we kena caught by the poilice for illegal gathering..?!?!?! wadever man..singapore has weird laws..hha. and we passed the security guard..haha.. and e saw ganesh and jeremy..i still maintain the fact that i think ganesh is pretty!! haha..it was like we're seeing them after 2 years..maybe more..and reema and farrween..its like, all those times where we din noe anyother place except MPL..that would be our hangout after school.. me, gloria and alisa..it was seriously a milestone in our life..dancing in the library..meeting ganesh, kumar..and that led on to the whole fire thing.. where the poilce were involved..and that librarian woman who hates us..coz we'll always kena kick out of the library for making too much noise..haha..oh my godd!! i can cry man.. its like so long ago and yet it feels like i was living tat sorta life, yesterday..its liek that was the time we got into the most trouble but had the most fun..rocks lah..

ya, then i went to school. met my dad..then we went to class to see mr anwari but he wasnt there..haha.. so we saw mrs koh..i din noe that she was so nice.. and the wae she toked was as if she knew me for years..im third in class!!.. not 11th!! haha.. calculation error..and, im happie that im third, coz ive improved and yet im third it just shows that our class did so well..and ya, i think our class proved oursleves.. hopefully the teachers recognise our improvements and stop condemning us man..haha.. and ya, mrs koh was really encouraging k..she said i worked hard and i deserve the credit and blah blah..but seriously, im really motivated now..all the teacher had nice comments too.. so ya, im really touched and encouraged..thx, teachers!! haha..ya, then me and my dad walked to the bus stop..and we saw a few parents and childern and they are like standing a mile away from each other..and like my dad said coz they got bad results..haha..damn funny..my dad was quite proud of me..and he was ike super slanging to mrs koh in perfect english k..coz she was like praising my father for giving me family support and she said that must be the reason i did well.. wad crap?!?!?!? nonsense..and my father can say yes somemore..slap his face..wah, he was damn action k. haha.. and she said, he has done a good job in raising me.. she said..''sir, u have a girl hu's movtivated, hardworking and intelligent'' and my father was nodding like its all because of him liddat..i was like wadever man, seriously..hai, this kinda thinkskin pple.. my god. and he had to show off that my mom just completed her degree and that he was from RI.. like anybody asked liddat.. walau.and i tot i was bad..hai..i guess its in the genes ah..haha.. but im glad i made him proud just like last year after meeting ms puja..at least the nagging will stop for a few weeks..haha.. so, of course, i needed some kinda reward rite..and he needs to pay for making me lose face thanks to all his actioning..haha...so, we went to breeks in bugis village..and we ate lunch..then i passed by this shop and saw beautiful earrings!!! they were so wonderful!! ya, so i just looked at my dad..and he bought it for me!! yay!!haha..and ya, then we went home..it was a nice day today..

x-men

2006-05-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

25th may
thursday

school was ok..ms nani was surprisingly tahan-able today..anywae, recess, i was with maria as usual..but i was like missing from school for one day and i felt like i haven toked to her for so long..haha..anywae, so we maximised the whole period..haha..ya, then after school, i went to sae byebye toh er then me, glor, sandhya and moritz went o tampines.to watch x-men..stopped halfwae to get money from moritz's house.haha. thn we spilt to check timings. glor and i to century and moritz and sandy to tm.. and it was so funny..glor and i counld stop laughing man..haha.. my god, crossing that stupid feild felt like a desert when u cant walk straight.haha..ya, in the end, they came over to century to watch movie..and we watched the 3.50 show. and i treated glor hot dog.. and i shared wid sandhya a nachos and popcorn.mmm, yum!! that was our lunch..then gloria and i took 31 home..and i bought a mcflurry and gloria bought a milkshake from kutty mac's just b4 we left.. the bus ride was fun..rmb that ite guy and the girls, glor?? haha.. ya, that's abt it..

gloria's birthday

2006-05-27T08:55:00.000+08:00

hellohello

24th may
wednesday
gloria's birthday!!!
sandhya's birthday!!
happie birthday!!

i wished sandhya at 12 sharp..i was the first..by a few secs!! yes!!

i was so super dee duper late today...
met gloria at almost 7.30.. thank goodness we were both late man..haha.. great minds think alike..haha.. k wadever..met alisa.. we cut the tinest cake ever.. alisa gave gloria 16 roses.. my lily stalk looked quite lame next to it. but oh well, i gave gloria 16 presents.. so ya, while alisa was getting a lighter from an unknown guy, i gave her number 13, 14 and 15.. that's the toblerone, a photo frame wid the two of us..(and my hair still looks un-screwed!!!) and that lily.. ya, then we went to the beach to collect sand..alisa waited for us at mac's while me and glor went to the beach..there i gave her the 16th prezzie.. the most impt..that's why ive been saving the best for last.. the book..i liked it too.. now u noe why i was filling up my organiser that day.. and did u notice me taking all that sugar wrappers and hashbrown packets while u werent looking??haha.. anywae, then gloria looked like a loosu putting sand in a plastic bag..haha. then we took 31 to tamil class wid nowrin, gayathri and vikki.. then we went for class. and after that we went to eat lunch wid mdm uma.. she treated me!! so sweet rite.. so i treated her drink!! and then we ate and toked and all. she told us the story of how she got married and stuff.. she's damn nice lah.. haha. then we went back to school. gloria,alisa, nowrin made me sing..so, i sang. and after a while, it was time for the competition.. like so fast. everyone was there.. first was our duet.. i thik we were in pitch, and it went well, if not for the part that, shamini forgot her words!!! so we came in second!! oh well, it was nice.. then i sang solo.. i dunno why i got so freaked when i saw the crowd..i really dont. and i screwed up the last two seconds of the song..so wasted and i came in second as well!! hha..anywae, then we sang song for gloria.and we went to bedok int.. to meet sandhya and haseenah. went mac's.gave sandhya my gifts. and then me and sandhya took 229 home..ya, at home.. we gave my sister her nine gifts..she was so happie.. and i bought her nine roses..she was so thrilledd. and we cut the cake i baked..everyone loved it!! and my aunt bought her a monolosy, disney version..its so cool!! we already started playing it.. so fun, i tell u..esp in a big group..haha..ya, so i went to bed quite late and i was damn tired..yawn**

happie birthday again..hope i succeeded in trying to make this day specil for u..
and glor, ya, i got wad u mean by, not too much, not too little.. just right. right. glor?? haha..=D

thierry henry!!

2006-05-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

yay!! thierry henry has just signed another four year contrct wid arsenal..yippee!! thank goodness all the rumours of him going to barcelona were untrue man..haha..ilovehenry man..he said he will retire as an arsenal player..

awwwwwww....

18th may

2006-05-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

18th may
thursday
da vinci code premier
arsenal match

i woke up at 2.35..im not commenting abt the match or i'll never stop.. the referee was freaking biased..and arsenal lost 2-1 with ten men.. that's good okay..ya, im not suposed to be toking abt it.. shuush..

so ya, i woke up at god noes wad time..i couldn sleep after that match.. chatted wid akhil for a while. then went to get ready.met maria at 11.15 wen i was supposed to meet at 10.45.. heex.. hehe.. u forgive me rite..haha. then we booked tickets and went to eat at BK.. i love the crisscrossed fries!! they're so cool.. i wan somemore!! haha..ya, i love maria's phone..and then we met suhailah.. bought popcorn and went in early.. it felt cool coz altho i've seen NC-16 movies b4.. this was my first official, legal and first NC-16 movie after i turned 16..so ya..it really felt cool.. and the movie was so totally worth it man.. whoa..i love tom hanks..ok well, not really..but in the movie i do.. its such a wondeful show.. iwannawatchagain!!..haha..then suhailah left after the movie and maria and i went to do shopping!! yay!! i bought some stuff for gloria's birthday..and i got sandhya her birthday prezzie.. then i saw this cup wid the zodiac sign, virgo on it.. and it said, virgin..and i was like thinking..okay, not quite..and then it had a decription on these virgo pple..and they were all very nice things.. too ncie things..and i was like..uh uh!! nope!!..this is super not true man.. oh well, wadever..i dun care anywae..i was more interested..in wad i bought sandhya..i think its so cool. haha. ya, then i went to popular and i figured i'lll buy my sis strawberry shortcake stuff!! yay!! she'll lvoe me for life!! haha.. then i went to mini bits and bought that earring that i said i will buy when i saw it wid gloria.. haha.. yay!! i fulfilled all my cravings for the day..oni one small one left..haha..yupyup!! milkshake!! and maria started singing that milkshake song..haha...ya, then i went home..i missed my curfew but whatever..i told my mom that i only left the house at 12 so my curfew should be extended..oh well, a white lie wont kill.. thank goodness my dad doesnt believe in security cameras..!!

elliot yamin is out of americal idol..so sad..he should have freaking won the thing man.. i hate that nanny mcphee woman, katherine..sheesh.. i cried when elliot left. he's a good guy.. he doesnt deserve to go home.. hai.. but im sure he'll have a great future..

so ya, my day started off bad coz i was pissed over the arsenal match and what better way to deal with depression that to indulge yourself..mm.. and that's exactly wad i did..

i shopped.i caught the premier of davincicode. and i ate a whole lot of junk food!!

and i've proved one thing today:
itsnottheplace.itsthepeople..
mariarox

imnotdepressedanymore!!

imsixteen.imlegal! ;)

13th may

2006-05-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

13th may
saturday
my dad's birthday

i woke up early and went to the supermarket..-like a housewife-...to buy stuff coz i was gonna bake that day.i wanted to bake my dad a cake, but he hates cakes..[how convieneint!]..haha. except for cheesecake! mm, every normal human thing loves cheesecake, so i decided to take on the challenge and make it.. but b4 that, i made oatmeal and raisin cookies which are suitable for diabetics [for my grannie and uncle]..then i did the cheesecake and it all turned out pretty well.. i was impressed wid my cheesecake coz it was my first try. my mum was so in love wid it.. well, wad can i sae.. im a born natural!! haha..okok, anywae, ya..so i was done by four..and i took a marathon shower and was dressed by 4.30. went to my aunt's place..we were celebrating momsie's day that night too.. so, my aunt and i planned to give my darling grannie a scrapbook of photographs of all her memories from before her marriage to the birth of my mom and me!! haha..and alot of other events that we have celebrated.. each pic came wid a caption.. and we spent 2.5 hrs on it. and my aunt did marathon makeup and we left..

the party was great..my grandma is not as innocent as she looks, trust me.. i just realised my grandma has a major thing for wine.. and not just any wine somemore u noe..only australian red wine..wah!! not bad ah.. haha..and of coz, i was the only grandchild who got a glass of wine..okay, i wunt lie..three glasses..[maybe a bit more?? cant rmb lah.] but of coz everyone things i drank one lah..haha.. ahem..im innocent okay.. anywae, ya..then no one listened to anything i said after that.. everyone said..''shut up div, ur drunk?'' wtf..but seriously ah, i din noe that australian red wine tasted so good. its like sweeter than other wines..mm..not nad ah, my grnnie..she has good taste.haha.. then we made her tell us abt her marriage and all..and how she met my grandad.. she was like super blushing lah..it was os funny k. i tell u, my grandma looked os pretty when i was going thry all her photos..[its in the genes lah]..haha..joking.. ya, and i cant rmb wad time we left the place coz we were all watching tv and the music was blasting and we were playing games and stuff.. all i noe is that i couldnt wake up on sunday morning..oh well, i had fun..loads of fun..

iloveu

g and d day out

2006-05-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

11th may
thursday

i met gloria at 8.00 altho i was supposed to meet at 7.30.. hehe..sorrie, glor..haha..ya, then we went all the wae back to school. just to pay gloria's o level fees..wad a waste of time.we went there just to sign then go off..hai..but ya, its o level fees so luckily we went. haha. then we took a bus to tampines mall..and we walked ard to both the movies places but practically everything was closed coz it was so damn early in the moning.. expected.hai~.so we went to NTUC to go and buy chocolate for my mum and dad and coz it was the oni place actually open.ya, so i bought two toblerone bars and then guess wad? we saw an offer for kinder bueno!!!! yippe!! 95 cents only!! is that like the best deal or wad?? haha. so, like duh we bought. haha. okay, so gloria bought and i got a stick. =) haha. then we walked somemore until the movie place opened and we decided to watch when a stranger calls.. we sat down and till th end, no one else came. its like, they screened the movies just for the two of us only.. so damn cool ah.. so we were like toking damn loud.and putting our legs all over the place. and like cursing everytime the gurl was being stupid and stuff.. and it was easier to scream whenver we wanted coz no one else was there.. ahha.. ya, so it was really fun ah.. and then we went to take neoprint.. we turned out majorly screwed..i think i look terrible..everything was quite bad except for one of them,..and when i mean nice, it was really nice k..trust me. haha. ya, then we went to eat lunch..pizza hut!!! yay!!.. and wad makes it better? gloria treated me, coz of my birthday..sweet ah?? i noe i noe. haha. we had a square splitza..super nice. mmm..pizza hut has become our historical location, ah glor?? ; )..haha..and then we went to giordano coz i wanted to buy a tee.. very nice..so i bought it.. then we went to this fashion..gloria was like choosing stuff for me to try out. very fun. and she din really approve of anything..actually, neither did i, so i din buy anything.. then we saw maria, si xuan and suhailah!! the pple i was with at the exact same place, 24 hours ago..haha. then gloria treated me milkshake and then we were out of tm..before boarding the bus, i saw this earring shop. and how can i resist rite??. haha.. i bought a earring and convinced glor to buy one too.. haha. then we went to bedok this fashion..and there, i tried on another skirt..and i bought it! it was so nice.. and of coz, i oni bought it after gloria's approval..i was so happy after that, coz i bought a shirt, a skirt and a earring to match. it was so cool..but i still wanna buy that earring i saw at mini bits, im super going back there k..haha..k anywae, ya, then we went to tamil class to collect resutls..wah!! i was so damn pissed k, i got A2.. hai.. was expecting A1..but its ok, i think that i shld do really badly for mid years..coz then i'll wake up and do better for prelims and o's..coz in the end, that's all that matters..and this is a good time to make all the mistakes and learn from them..ya, so im quite contented now..haha..ya, so that was abt it.. and i smsed maria the moment i got my results just as i promised..haha..

out!!

delifrance

2006-05-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

wednesday
may 10
lit paper
last day of exams
woohoo!!

me mar sixuan and suhailah went to tampines mall!! we had so much fun inthe bus..haha..we were toking crap lah.. and me and suhailah were having an interesting conversation abt practical that sucked.haha. but ya, we din realise time flying.haha.we were in tm in no time. then we went delifrance! yay! me and maria's historical location.we've been there a countless no.of times already haha. and then i went to shop for huge earrings and matching chains..im so glad i found it all..everything i was looking for!. and i had to satisfy my craving for milkshake. so i bought a strawberry milkshake from mac's..and we went home.. actually, alot more happened. and it was much more fun than it sounds, but im really tired after blogging so much..so ya, i went home to sleep..nite..

paveena's hse

2006-05-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

monday
may 8th

emaths and chem paper.hard.hai.glor and i went to paveena's hse.after so long im going there.felt good..nope, felt great!! really!. and we ate lunch first..mm, so nice. paveena treated us milo! ..and then we went her hse and played monopoly while listening to songs from priyasakhi.haha.so nice,rite??..haha.. and monopoly was so fun. i could never collect my $200 bonus coz i always had to pay tax!! haha.. then i became tax-divya..and after a while i always ended up in jail and kept paying $50 to get out. i was totally poor. hai. but it was so fun. we laughed so much. hha. then when we finally got into the heat of things and when i finally stopped paying tax and going to jail, it was alreayd 3.20!! so late. glor and i had to be home by 3.30!! hai. so we rushed home. and i couldn meet maria, sher and sixuan. they went to buy bubble tea..haha..and saw someone on the bus!! okay, i shant comment..hai, i shld have met them lah.. haha. anywae, ya, we reached home late bt no scolding, thank god!!

my birthday!!

2006-05-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

3rd may
wednesday
ahem,ahem..
my birthday!!!!

paveena and haseenah smsed me at 12.00 to wish me..then i had alot more slowly flowing in after that..and alot of my pri school friends actually remembered.. haha. k, let me blog abt the nice things that happened today..

when i woke up, my mum gave me 16 perzzies in a basket.. so happie.. i got new earrings!! and my favourite chocies- crunchie!blackforest!toblerone!kinderbueno! haha.. veryy nice..mm..and alot of other stuff..i also got a rose from my dad..and a vcd-mp3-cd-radio all in one..its cool..haha. thx!! then in school, i can safely say that geog was okay..not good but not bad..okayy..haha.. and maths was better than expected so its a good enuff bdae gift.haha. nana gave me chocolatess!! yay!! white chocolate..she noes wad i like!! cool man..then h.m.s gave me a file wid chadmichaelmurray in it!!! [too bad its oni the picture!]..and earrings!!! and chocolate!! yay!! thx guys! and maria, the file idea was really great..its personalised..and the moment i saw the earrings, i knew that maria chose them. so maria-ish..and i like maria-ish..haha.. okay, wadever.. now i officially have world's smallest earring! and its my smallest and tinest pair..broke record! haha. its nice. maria says its a challenge to wear small earrings for once.haha.

then glor took me to swensons!!.met alisa and nowrin. alisa gave me a rose and chocolates..so nice k,. the chocolates look like handicrafts. i dun hve the heart to sink my teeth into them, altho i want to.`haha.. i eventually did, and there was one wid peanut butter!!!!!! mmmm, i absolutely love peanut butter! haha. k then, we ordered. and i ate grilled fish sambal. very nice. then i got an icecream wid a candle in it. and i saved the candle for memory.haha. then i got an icecream cake!!! yay!!so nice and icecreamy..haha.. its was cookies and cream! i love cookies and cream! how come everyone noes me so well?!?!..haha. then alisa ut icecream all over my face and nowrin took alot of pics.hai..but it was fun.. and so cold!! and i couldn stop laughing.ahaha.. it was so cold!!! then they sang song. and i evryone fed me. haha. it was fun. and we were totoally making fools of ourselves.haha.then i went to shop for a green chain and a green bracelet that matched the earring my mom gave me in the morning. and i found it! yay!.. then i went to my grannie's..she gave me $50!! yay!! i love her, alot! we hugged!!

at home, gloria called. we toked for a while. then we left. went to margaritas.. mexican restaurnt. so nice..mmm..the mexican guy there was cute..hee..haha.. then we went home. and took pics. and ya, i slept so late. and i din study for chem,phy..good luck to me!!

thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday and thanks for all the gifts..

special thanks to maria who alwaes makes me feel that there's not a care in the world..even tho there's actually so many..

and very special thanks to gloria, alisa and nowrin.. who put in so much effort planning my bdae and making sure in went perfect. and making me feel loved. and spending so much money on me. i feel so guilty.

and thanks to my parents and my pri school friends!

imsixteen

imgonnawatchNC-16movieafterexams.

and of course, not forgetting my twin sister!!
happy birthday, si xuan!!!

p.s. realise that there's so many exclamation marks in my entree...thats how much i love today...

yishun

2006-05-12T10:24:00.000+08:00

okay..going back in history now..

21st april
friday

had tamil oral.was damn crap. we had a qtn on computers. wadever, seriously, wadever.. hhaa. anywae, then me, nowrin, paveena and gloria went to yishun. met vikki and mithun. nice pple. haha. had alot of fun. esp jacking paveena. felt likke the old times when i was alwaes wid them. practically everyday. haha. miss it!.k, then we all went home late. but no one got into trouble. thanks god!. haha. and we had conference at nite. me, paveena, gloria, nowrin and mithun. haha. really felt like old times now. haha. then gloria put down. and after a while, paveena put down. then me and nowrin were interrogating mithun. was funny lah. haha. ya, that's abt it.
out!

ban competition

2006-05-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

saturday
22nd april
band competition

had a maths in the morning.met glor. maria had class too..met after amths. then, me, maria, suhailah, gloria, sher, fatin, sixuan, haseenah and chayana went to parkwae. went to eat. BK. but i went to old chang kee.. sher, maria and my historical location!!! yay!!.. then we ate, walked ard. toked, laughed. had fun. i want to take picture wid colonel sanders!! hai..haha. then i bought slurrpee!! yay!! so long haven drink already. mar and glor bought bubble tea. sixuan left.and we went to the stadium. hha. sat down.quite fun ah. tk got GWH!! yay..expected lah. haha.. together wid deyi and bowen..-_-..sheesh.. expected too, i guess.oh, i almost forgot!..ahem..sth very nicee happened..oh well, wad can i sae, its just fate..[if u noe me well enuff, u'll noe wad i mean..;)..]..hai.then i called my mum to let her noe i having dinner. maria and i decided to go for dinner again. just like that day, after flag day! =) haha. then b4 we left. sher and fatin invited themselves.haha.. the more the merrier! haha. sher's mom actually allowed it! how cool man.haha. so we used the oppurtunity and stayed out late. we ate and toked. so long since i've been out wid fatin and sher. i really miss choir man! hai.. and sher and i toked abt SYF and fatin and i toked abt KL..all our victories..and i felt like crying. coz going to the band comp and winning goldwidhonours oni reminded me of my dear choir. and our goldwidhonours win. and it was such a great feeling.. and esp in KL, winning twice and getting into finals.. wow!! i've the experience of a lifetime man, and im proud of it. haha. and then sher and i toked of SAC, and if elt like crying agn. i cant wait to go back. i love SAC!! .. haha.. ya, i went home at 9.30..haha..nicee!!..today rocked to the max!!

imlovinit

after vishu

2006-04-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

heyhey

its sunday night now. and my mom's not at home. its my grannie's bdae today and they've gone out together. mommy and daughter oni. hha. cute rite. haha. anywae, the past two days have been absolutely wonderful! especially friday!!
k, let me start my grandmother storie.. ready to listen, my dear grandchildern???

friday
1404o6
my new year!!! yay!!! i slept at 2 the night before. and woke up at 6. went to my grandma's hse to help her cut vegetables. coz she couldn do it herself. she's very tired lah. and she has to cook for so many pple. so ya, being the king soul that i am [ahem..], i decided to help her. and i went home at abt 9 plus. and then i quickly bathed and changed and i was out of the house at 10.15. went to parkwae parade to buy my grandma a cake. for her bdae. i bought a vanilla tiramisu from breadtalk. mmm.. haha. then i went to body shop and bought her a strawberry soap. it smelt so gooooodddd...hai~~. really k.. then i went to buy wrapping paper. and i took a cab to bedok central. there, i ran to NTUC, and went to get my grandma two boxes of chocolate that are suitable for diabetics. so that she can finally feel as if she's eating chocs again. haha. then i went to the flower shop and bought her a huge sunflower and a sunflower card and a big ribbon. i walked home and wrapped wad i bought for her. then i changed to my new year clothes. and then we all went to her house. everyone else was there. i sneaked the cake into the fridge and everything else into the room. then we all ate and toked and played games and all, as usual. i love my family!! haha. then at abt 4 plus, we cut the cake and u should have seen the look on my grannie's face k. haha. she blew the 64 candles and fed all of us. she's so cute. then, after everyone ate and all, i gave her my presents. she loved the chocs and soap. and she was so touched by the card. and when she saw the sunflower, she was so touched and she gave me a big hug.

i realised how much we actually loved each other but nevr found words enuff to express it. i almost nevr tell my grannie that i love her. im so glad this gave me the oppurtunity. she din really expect that i would do so much for her birthday. when she hugged me, she said, 'the chocs are expensive, rite?'.. haha. that was all i needed to hear to give me solace. i really love her. and always will. i could hear the crack in her voice. im rightfully her third generation and im proud of it. after that, when all the visitors came and wondered why there's a new sunflower in the middle of the house, she said, 'its my birthday present from my first grandchild'..awww, how sweet.well, this is nothing compared to whatever she has done for me. she never misses my bdaes. and i owe her. coz the first few years of my life was spent oni wid her. i'll forevr be indebted to her..i love u, ammu..

haha, anywae, after that was damn fun. i went wid my grannie to go watch the ratham..coz the chariot was coming ah. lucky i bothered to dress up man.. coz i din noe i would see so many familiar faces and a major part of civilisation!!.. haha..the moment i reached there, i saw shanthan!!.. the last person i expected to see..haha. and i was looking ard for my temple guy but he wasnt there. and i was trying to bring a good name for my grandma by helping all the aunties all take food and drinks..and guess who i saw???? prakash!! ahh, my first love..seriously, ill never forget him coz he's my first love. and everytime ive almost forgotten abt him, ill always bump into him. that's wad's been happening the past 4 years. cool ah! one year, one time. and we were having a relationship wid our eyes. its like we noe we noe each other but dunno wad to do abt it. haha.at first, i din noe if it was him . but after seeing his parents, i knew it was him!! haha. and i was standing one space away from him and his mom. so cool and major eye contacts man. haha. and guess wad?!?! i saw jega! haha. another whole episode of not knowing wad to do. lucky he turned ard and smiled, made it less awkward.. shanthan smiled too. he's the coordinator's son!! din seem tat sort at all man. haha. so funny. alot happened that night. but too much to sae.. haha. but i had fun. =)

later that night, i had my slumber party. too many details so im not going into them. basically i had so much fun. and played too many games.. and i won $21 from bingo/tombola!!!!!! yay!!! hooray for my uncle.. but i gambled most away after that. but oh well, i din lose anything!!..so, we all decided to sleep at abt 7 in the morning. sure was a blast of a time and i night to remember..[that sounded rong!].hhaa. you noe wad i mean.. haha. ya lah, that was basically it

i love my family..

u just had to remind me u still exsist rite??hai..its hard to forget the first flame man..

heyhey

2006-04-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

games day

heyhey.haha. its 11 plus now. my last batch of raspberry cookies just went into the oven for a 20 min bake. hope they turn out okay. 2mr's my new yr rite..haha. so, im baking stuff to eat. i already finished my chocolate cake, lemon jelly and choc rock cookies.. and im almost done wid my raspberry ones. phew! wad a long time i spent in the kitchen man. its like i din even eat dinner except sample my own cooking. hai. but i had fun. i enjoy baking so ya, its not much of a chore.. but then again, my hands hurt from rolling dough. haha. wonder how some pple do it for a living man. kk, anywae, todae was games day in school loser idea. but fun ah. cheering for 4f volleyball team and 4b netball team was fun. haha. but i think my class played well. we lost to 4g only by a bit. haha. [its alright, its okay, doesnt matter anywae..]..haha.. good cheering man. haha. and i think henry's a pro. but i shant elaborate coz it doesnt really matter but ya. so, i sorta had fun. at first it was quite boring. but wen we got into the heat of things, i din realise the time flying. so ya, its good, and the relay part was fun. haha. i had fun cheering.4f came in second... from the bottom!! haha. well done guys! haha. at least sth rite. haha. ya, and the school song rocks.. and so does the band. hope we win best band again. jit rui's a good drum major. haha.

ya, so in the end, maria, gloria, me, sandhya, sher, chayana, fatin, haseenah and suhailah went to buy bubble tea. so wad's new. haha. i bought green apple milk tea. okay ah. maria tot it sucked. so did suhailah and sher. but oh well. haha. i like it. haha. took 31 home. super crowded. me and mar sat in the front like small kids liddat. haha. was fun. we were pretending to be pissed ta each other and try not to tok.. but it din really work. we toked until we nearly missed my stop. haha. so wad's new. ritee glor, rmb yest!?. haha. hai. ya, and ive been in the kitchen from the moment i got home till now.. speaking of kitchen, my cookies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. i reached on time. thank goodness they're not utterly burnt. haha. k lah. that's abt it.. im gonna have an early start 2mr coz there's alot of things to be done. will blog abt it later. haha. so ya, buhbye!!

u're only as sad as u make it out to be.

im letting u live ur life. y cant u let me live mine??

this is how a heart breaks

2006-04-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

i noe this is kinda old.. but i like it for some reason.. dunno why.. guess its becoz i just feel that wae...

rob thomas

this is how a heart breaks

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Just keep your hands inside
And make the most out of life
Now don't you take it for granted

Life is like a mean machine
It made a mess outta me
It left me caught between
Like an angry dream
I was stranded. I was stranded.

And I'm steady but I'm starting to shake
And I don't know how much more I can take

(CHORUS)
This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks

Now take a hit now you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

Don't you wanna go for a ride
Down to the other side
Feel so good you can cry
Now won't you do what I told you
I remember when you used to be shy
Yeah, once we were so fine
You and I and why you gotta make it so hard on me
it's hard on me

And I'm sorry but it's not a mistake
And I'm running but you're getting away

(CHORUS)
this is how a heart breaks

You're not the best thing that I knew
Never was never cared too much
For all this hanging around

It's just the same thing all the time
Never get what I want
Never get too close to the end of the line
You're just the same thing that I knew back before the time
When I was only for you

(MUSIC BREAK)
(CHORUS X2)

hurt, heartbroken, lost, sad, lonely..sometimes pple use these words so much that they have lost their meaning. wad abt pple hu have been feeling tat wae for years??.. wad abt them?? its gone too far to turn the clock back now. my scars have not healed, they are still ripe.. so how can i pretend nth happened??.. i noe u feel bad now coz ive gone thru it before.. but wad abt me??. dun i deserve a break after so long??wad do u suggest i do?? i have to sacrifice everything all over again??. then it goes back to square one rite.. be practical..i noe wad im doing now is not fair to u..and its a hard time for u.. but going back to the wae it was is not fair to me..coz no matter how hard u or i try, im always gonna feel the pain left by your earlier mistakes. it will always be there..thats just how it is. u cant blame me for it..im human.. with feelings.its too late for things to go back to the wae it once was..id rather be good aquaintances than fake our closeness.. i think its best for the both of us.

2006-04-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

heyhey

haven blogged for a while.ive been busy and very very tired. well, school kinda tires me out. so much stuff on my mind. if only it really was that easy as i make it out to be.. kk anywae, nth much happened this week thats worth blogging abt.. today i ran 2.4.. i did okay ah.. and i owe it all to gloria..thanks di.. if not for u i wouldnt have made it thru a pass even. she rocks man. wad wld i do without ya??.. um..let me think.. okay wait, i cant imagine wad i't will be like without you so u better make sure it never happens. haha. anywae, ya, so i pulled that one off somehow. maria is running 2mr!! haha.. my turn to laugh.. haha.. k lah, i wun be so bad. haha. and ya, i think the rest of the week is gonna be worth blogging abt coz its games day 2mr. 4b is on netball finals all thanks to henry. and i told him that he better beat the other class and emerge as champion...[we are the champions..]..haha..lame. so ya.. im sorta looking forward to 2mr in a wae. and friday is sth i defitintely cant wait for.. its my new year!! we call it vishu and im so happy it happens to fall on good friday. so it a holiday!! yay!! im gonna be up all night. coz my entire family is having a sleepover. its gonna be so fun. and im doing alot of baking. ive already got my recipies all laid out. haha. im so excited. i love to bake!!.. haha. and im helping my granny cook early friday morning. i really cant wait. put my whole family together, and its really pure chaos man. haha. so ya, ill make myself get thru 2mr for friday.. haha.. and so, ill blog after the days lah, then it makes more sense. coz i better not make too many plans or nth will happen and ill get pissed. agn.. haha. so ya, buhbye!!

good luck for 4F volleyball team!!! you can do it!!!

p.s.p.s. our 50th anniversary tee is just a replica of our pe shirt. its pointless. and disappointing. i want a class tee!!!

friday

2006-04-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

heyhey

havent been updating for awhile. this week hasnt been the best. very stressful.so many tests.had my ohy quiz and test today.was okayy i guess.thx, joel!! haha..u noe for wad..hah..so ya.then glor and i went to katong to eat rojak..so long nvr go already.haha.the autie is so cute.haha.then we went back to school. i bought choc for sixuan but it was totally melted when i went back to school..sorrie! haha.ya, so it was time for guides, being the best friend of the company leader, i naturally have access to alot of things there. haha.horseshoe formation??!?.haha.. very funny. but they looked quite pro to me.haha. and i think chun yin is very stress coz shes like leading the wholle thing.very poor thing. and iw as supposed to go to the canteen and come back after a while. but i ended up not coming back at all. haha.. i had a nice view..=). of wad?!? oh, of the band, they were practicing for syf.fatin was recording the music to play back for jit rui to hear. i think he is really good. sher is really cheering for him man..good friends ah they all two.haha.ya, so, me fatin sher and sixuan were in the canteen. and i was trying to take a pic to my darling..um, my darling chad michael murray!!!..sher was so nice to gimme one pic..of orlando bllom oso!! so i was pretending to stand next to them and take pic.haha. k, false hope but worth it!!.haha.k, wadever..haha.but we were having fun. some guys were playing soccer in front of us. quite cool i think. haha. ya, i was supoosed to study but din really do anything even remotely near to it. hha. wad to do?? u cant possibly study when ur surrounded by crazee pple like sher, fatin and sixuan,..k maybe, i contributed but wadever..haha..k, im just in denial, ignore.k, then the guides appeared.haha.got free drink and one fishball!!..haha..then continued watching the band perform.after a while azmi joined us. i had a long tok wid him. felt good. like the good old days in two dee. where azmi and i would tok for long coz he used to sit behind me. hai~~..anywae, ya, i had an enriching tok. somone seriously needs a life.anywae, my conversation wid azmi is still not done!!..he said he'll be back but left to play socecer or sth of the sort wod umesh and din return..wad?!?? he chose umesh over me?!?!? sad man.. well azmi, we have unfinished business!!!..haha..okayy, i shld stop before i start toking crap. haha. so ya, i went to the toilet before leaving.hha..said bye to azmi, the ditcher hu was playiing near the toilet there.haha.and me, fatin, gloria, maria, sher, suahilah, chayana and haseenah went to buy bubble tea coz of sher but eneded up everyone oso bought! haha. strawberry yougurt rox man! haha. ya, then maria and i were toking while in the bus and all. i rmb this very nice sms she sent me last night.she was like, [divya, dun be pissed. its okay. u still have me! =)]..so sweet rite!! awww..i was so touched. it gave me slot of encouragement coz i noe she will always be there like she always has so ya, i feel very contented now. coz no matter wad happens in life, i noe hu i can rely on forever.mmm..lalalala..it feels good. so anywae, after i came home, i went to my grandmas place for a while. its super convieneint to live in the same block man. haha. then she said she went to serangoon road to shop. coz next fri is my new year! =). ya so, she bought complan! this drink that supposedly has 42 vitamins or some crap. and its supposed to keep me energised thru sec 4.haha. if it really works, then i really need it, coz im super stressed.haha.ya, so, now im at home. its 11 now, i put down the phone wid haseenah abt half and hour ago. we haven toked like tat in ages. so ya, it felt good. ive learnt to accept life so nth is really affecting me anymore..haha.so ya, i heard abt sentosa and no one really told me abt it..mm..wonder wad thats all abt. so anywae, its not like im gna go.. not that im officially invited, but ya, i noe maria wunt go..so ya..neither will i. anywae, ive no time for all that. ive to do well for mid years, the whole of 4f needs to.. good luck 4f!! we all need to prove our worth..haha..and i hope we do. haha. so ya, thats abt it. i haven studied for amths 2mr and im going beach for a picnic breakfast with the 4f foursome.haha.!! yay! cant wait man!!

its 11 plus now. im still alive, surprisingly, this being the last day of the week. i just heard the key unlock the door. my dads home.wow, hes early. haha. anywae, i like wad im doing now. im holding a tub of marigold lowfat peach and mango yougurt and im just eating like i own it liddat.ahha. its like a one kg tub.so its really huge and im just eating otta it. i betta stop soon or my sis will kill me in the morning. haha. my moms asleep. shes really tired. it sucks being a teacher. haha. k lah. i better go tok to my dad or sth. haha. ciao!

u cant buy love wid money. love has to be bought wid love. if its really meant to be, time will untangle this mess.im not materialistic so dun bother..its probably not gna work.

april fools day

2006-04-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

chayana, me and sandhya..plus, gloria, the photographer!!!

april fools day

i din really get fooled tho..except for once, early in the morning, sha smsed me that she was leaving for the states..i panicked.she cant leave!!..lucky it was a joke.she had the thrill of seeing me all frantic and panicky.hai.haha.anywae, woke up late..i was lazy to get our of bed tho i was awake. laft at 8.20 when i was supposed to meet the four f foursome minus one at 8.30. so ya, i was the latest.and everyone started calling me grandma juz coz i was slow to arrive.fine fine..haha.ya, so we went to eat prata..mmm..so nice.me and chayana shared three.sandhya ate one and gloria was extra.she ate tau huay. it was prata day and she eats tau huay?!?!..anywae, ya, so, i talked the most and so was the latets to finish. so, i became the old folk for the dae.thx ah!.hai.and then we took 16 to school. im seriously gonna kill the three of them, im so not an old folk k!!..hahah..but it was fun tho. and chayaná was so funny coz she din noe how to react when i was staring at her. haha. so ya, a maths started. we had a p and c test.was okayy i guess..then we did logs.they werent as bad i i tot. mr foo rox man, seriously.haha. everything seemed so much simpler.and i could actually do logs!! man, thats definitely a miracle man! haha. ya, then after tht, mar and i planned to go home together the night before.and so i met her. but cha san and glor went to the beach to meet alisa they all. so, me mar, haseenah and suhailah went home together. then i decided to follow mar to tanah merah.then i called home to sae im on the wae, coz it was quite late..then my mom asked me to eat out. coz like theres nth at home..how wonderful rite.haha. so ya, maria suggested following her to TM and so i went along. and we went long john silvers..quite nice ah.then we took bus home.it was fun. i was finally smiling again, wholeheartedly.haha. it felt good to eat food. haha. and the ljs fries simply rock.i think maria is addicted.haha. so ya, i finaally went home.i lvoe my mom. haha. she was sleeping and i went to lie down next to her. and i din wake up till 6. wad a lazy bum man. hai. that wasnt part of the plan. and i really get pissed when my plans are ruined. so ya, i din study the whole day. and ya, i just ate practically..haha..then i couldn sleep at night. so i decided to do some log homework.and i toked to gloria and maria.slept at ard 3 plus. woke up this morning at 10 plus. hai..anywae, theres 1000 tets this week, so must study!! 4F must prove ourselves! we are the best class in the universe, let alone the school!!!

happie anniversary, the four eff foursome!!!!!!!! love ya guys..friends forever!!!

the day i ate non stop

2006-03-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

the day i ate non stop.....

today rocked!!!!!!..had honey stars for breakfast. eng was crap..im glorias divya..and we're supposedly the worst students ard.haha.phy was ok. lit was ok. me and si xuan laughing as usual.ms puja has to go for surgery like my mom. she''ll be ok. my mom is..haha.hope that gives ms puja some hope.had crackers for recess..e maths test was gud. for once.haha. then had free period.did some maths. kavina and henna are geniuses!!!! all hail!!!.haha.then went for tamil wid glor.where i was dreaming of food.haha. oral was crap. wadever to buses man. hu cares lah.haha.=)..then we went to long john silvers.and sat outside in the sun.gloria never listens to me.haha. then we did physics.im gonna cry.haha.u noe y, rite glor.haha.i hate thermometers!!haha. then i got so sick and tired of the long john silver bell that i wanted to go somewhere else.but i changed my mind after seeing the rain.but gloria din listen, as usual, and insisted that we got wet..hai..~~~so we ran in the rain. well, she ran..but i was laughing so much that i couldn runl.haha.so i ended up soaked.haha.but it was fun.and worth it coz the hersheys pie @ Bk was good!!.mmm..reminds me fo flag day, when i ate it wid cha, suhailah, SiX and mar..haha. then we did a bit of physics. but im pissed wid physics. toked while eating our pies.haha.so nice. i wan somemore!!.then we went macs!! i ate fries and coke.gloria bought apple pie..haha.we had a good laugh in the toilet.and we saw that bitch girl.then we saw betilda.that part was damn funny.man..hahahah..so cool. saw my pri school friend.haha. we walked to my bus stop. then we toked for a while. then gloria left.haha. im home.its late.i just finished chatting wid maria.i found out sth..hai.so sad man.ya, so anywae, i ate so much so, im not thinking of any dinner..but im thinking of 2mrs breakfast!!...prata, here i come!!!!!!!!..

-just like old times.in sec 1.., wad am i saying?. like the new ones as well, rite??..haha..

creating new memories everyday is wad we do best..and im proud of it. no regrets, at all...;)

i love him
he loves her
she loves him too
wad??im out of the equation???hai~

shopping day!

2006-03-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

hey...

26o3o6

sunday.woke up late.watched the hindi movie, mere jeevan saathi..then was doing housework when maria called.obviously i abandoned my housework rite..then we were toking for quite some time ah..then i went to get ready to go outt.me, my mum and sis went to eastpoint.and we went to sakura, thai chinese cuisine to eat..i had thai fried rice..quite nice ah.then we went shopping for shoes. and hair accessories.and we went to intimate expression.u can guess wad i bought there!! ;) then we left there, after a lot of window shopping.we took a cab to tampines mall.we went straight to toys r us and my sister started running all over the place. coz she had 80 bucks to spend there.and she went crazy.she loves art lah.so she was buying a 100 colour crayon set and a painting studio..there were so many things.and i was having fun playing wid stuff toys and feeding dolls while my sis was making her choice.my mom damn cool lah. she let my sis buy wadever she wanted.and my sis bought a badminton set and a basketball..for god noes wad.like she whole day play sports liddat.hai.haha. ya, then i decided ill go shopping another day to spend wads left of my $100.coz i din wanna spend it at tampines mall..however, haha..i bought a new pencil case.and 2 samuel and kevin tees..yay..haha..quite nice ah.then we went to eat ice cream. and my mom wanted to buy some sour munchies ar..u noe, the sour plums and stuff..so we did some free sampling at this japanese shop called Umeya..then we bought 3 sets of preserved fruits..then we went home.and we were all too tired to do anything.my dad cooked and we ate.ahha. so, it was the ;ast episode of padigal.so sad.. then i stayed up for apprentice.yes! adam is finally out!! haha. hes a moron k. i love rebecca.i think shes super pretty.haha. anywae, thats basically it..buhbye..

u noe the hindi movie i watched, there was this line that touched me and that i can relate to..

it hurts even more when the ones u love the most breaks ur heart. and when that happens, its very very difficult to move on...

2006-03-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

charlies angels..yeah,rite!

3 darlings..

gloe, me and has.y izzit so small??

me and kavi!

ard the pole..

all taken from kavinas party.they look a bit retarded tho..oh well, they still rock!

im sick

2006-03-25T16:26:00.000+08:00

NE-YO LYRICS
So Sick

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh
Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about his smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

after a maths remedial

2006-03-25T15:49:00.000+08:00

hey..

its 3.40 now..we had a maths remedial this morning. met glor at 8.20. sandhya came after a while. walked to east coast macs.bought hotcakes and i the guy gave me lots of butter..mm.yum!..haha..we talked for a while while waiting for chayana.i need my coffee badly.if u noe wad i mean.haha.ya. ive simply no comments. ya, so, my hotcakes tasted lovely.and the orange juice rocked. haha. then chayana came..and we talked until we finished eating.chayana brought the wrong TYS.how clownish man.haha.so, we walked to the 16 bus-stop.the four f foursome.haha.mm, tension.haha.i think maring parade is so confusing.the blocks all look alike lah.haha.so, we took 16 to school then waited for sandhyas dad to pass her sth.and u noe wad tt sth was?.it was money!!haha. but ya, so we went to the audi and did maths, maths and more maths.but it seemed alot easier.and i could actually do stuff!!..so ya, it was quite good.and we got a break in btw.and mm, i love banana nut crunch!!..thanks, jarred!.haha.ya lah, so remedial ended early. and we took 16.sandhya was going to neptune court.the other three of us went to KC carnival.but gloria stayed on.me and chayana left after a while. we went to east coast macs again.i needed to get my coffee!!haha. i still think marine parade is confusing.but oh well, i got a girl guide next to me so i was safe.haha.we found our wae without gloria.haha.went there and decided to sit there for a while.but it ended up being a long while.haha. did maths hw.haha.then left.chayana hates coffee.i got a small machachino.very nice. better than the last one, glor!haha. ya, so we walked back and took a 196. i had a nice time wid cha today. so now im home.we are supposed to go shopping but everyone doesnt wanna move so i guess we will be going 2mr.hha oh well, at least i can watch the hindi movie!!haha..ciao!!

sometimes, having no comments is having the best comment...

iloveU..

on the phone wid sandhya

2006-03-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

on the phone wid sandhya...

hey ppl..its 10.30pm now..and im on the phone wid sandhya..today is a day in history..coz i finally got my tagboard back!!! yay!!! and we're still working on our blogs..this is fun.esp wen san and glor have jus become new bloggers and im practically one too lah..so, its fun..and the threee of us are like on a tagging spree..we are the only taggers of each other's tag boards!! yay!!!.haha..k la.

out!

22o3o6

2006-03-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

met gloria.she was eating banana in the bus.wad crap.haha. then we went to school. everything passed quite fast.i was sitting wid sandhya during physics coz chayana din come school. then maths was quite ok coz i actually did homework.haha.and pe was ok lah. i was simultaneously watching my class play netball and volleyball. my class rocks!!..haha..hu doesnt noe that rite??haha.we won two and lost two..nvm lah. we already got our rightfully deserved trophy last yr.haha. then i watched a few matches..ok, a lot of matches. me and glor suposed to action goood and go for the early class today..but we ended up going for the later class like ususal.haha.we left school at 3.55. and took 16 to mandarin gardens.then took 31.and we reached at 5. super super super late. then we juz told her that we were involved in games and she excused us. i think she ws in a good mood or sth.dunno wad oso lah she.lucky for us man.if not we're so dead.on normal days, she will nag at ua for not going for the 2.45 class then she will make us stand for being late or sth.haha. but its a good thing we went. coz we only wentt hru some crap.haha.was fun lah.and i walked home. quite peaceful. haha. then came home.ate!. my dad made roti john!!..nice..then, im watching american idol now.and chatting wid glor, maria and hamdi..coz of lit.haha.k lah..im gonna finish up lit then study foir chem quiz 2mr. and there is top model reunion tonighte!!..yay!!...i love nicole!!..im so glad she won!!!

iloveU...

13o3o6

2006-03-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

had tamil class. the two hours passed by quite fast i think. we had fun. we were laughing and joking half of the time. it was cool lah.the class was smaller so it was nicer.altho i wished glor was there.hai.haha. but it was fun lah. i reached there early and i panicked coz i din see anyone.haha, but lucky girija came. then everyone started coming. we were frantically copiying hw but in the end, she din collect.haha.phew!.she ordered curry puff for us..and she aloowed us to eat while we study.cool ah. adn the surry puff was nice somemore.haha.then after class, me and betilda went to bedok interc macs.we ordered some food. toked a bit. but most of the time, we were studying.i was happy that i did everything i wanted to do.thats why i have the time to blog now.haha.

my moms in serious pain after the operation. she really cant move. and she has terrible cramps.so poor thing. and of coz all the house work has become my responsibility.hai.i dun mind taking care of her but taking care of the house?.thats sth i dun wanna do. hai..but wadever.seeing her in so much pain makes me wanna do sth for her to relieve it.poor thing lah she. very sad looking at her lah. hai..i better make full use of my time la.haha. k lah. gtg. i need to figure wad to do for dinner..god, help!!!!

11o3o6

2006-03-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

11o3o6

flag day!! met mar and suhailah at 10.45.we wanted to go eat first but ended up getting lost, so we thought, might as well go and collect the tin first. saw sher and fatin. we would have dies if not for them man. we were super totally lost k.haha. two girl guides wimme, and i still get lost!haha..then we saw raudha, zah and shaz. so funny. we were exchanging the bigM drink tht me mar and suhailah bought.it was quite nice.i like mine the best. the strawberry one.ahah. shaz agrees wimme..yay..hha.maria is so thickskin k.ahha.then we signed in.bid our farewells to sher and fatin, then started to collect money.haha.then after a while, we went to eat.then saw sandhya..hugged.then cont our money collecting.saw si xuan.went to collect her tin.then went to marina sq to collect money.i ws damn tired.after a while. then i gave up half wae.i was jus standing there.din bother asking. ppl jus gave me if they wanted to.haha. iw as damn tired.then we took a break.went to burget king. i had a desert pie. then we ran back to the collection poiint. coz very late already.saw everyone else.after we gave back the tins, we started gossiping..rachel bok and the G class pple had alot of stories to tell..then we went to the next gossiping grp..we sat down there, in the middle of the place gossiping.me, mar, si xuan, suhailah, raudha, shaz, zahirah, suhaina, maira, zana and chayana..it was damn fun gossiping like that.we were there for a long time.haha.then we walked to city hall mrt. still toking away like we own the roads..haha. then me, mar and suhailah took mrt back to tampines. the rest went home.shaz, zah, si xuan, chayana and raudha went to suntec. so, the 3 of us took mrt.me and mar called home to tell our parents tht we'll be eating out. suhailah went home.then the two of us went to century square..we walked ard for a while. then ate at food culture..we both had spaghetti..was nice.i wan somemore!!!!haha..then we walked ard sommore..then went to buy bubble tea.as usual. haha. then we both went home..today was fun man..damn fun.will nvr forget it..haha..

u noe, ive figured sth out, jus like the wae the true test to find out if magnets are really magnets, we need to see if they repel..i think that the true test to find out if ure really in love, is jealousy..

so, am i in love??..mmm..

10o3o6

2006-03-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

10 o3o6

gloria left school early. me and mrs tey had private tuition at 1H class room. so funny lah she. i love her!!!..then i went to day and night to eat..then went for giudes wid mar and the rest..so funny..i was singing songs!!!..i ought to teach them a lesson or two..haha..then we had some gossiping session..and i found out alot of interesting things..haha. abt ppl and all.so cool. i love gossiping.haha.and i found out sth not so cool too.but i shant elaborate on that. haha. my mood wasnt tht good after tht.rachel bok so funny.guides was fun. i finished my emaths hw. went home. bought peanut butter kit kat. mmmmm..the best medicine for depression is, and will ever be, chocolate!!!!!!!.yaaay!!!haha.sat wid mar in the bus.went home at ard 7.10. went online.chatting wid faizal and hisyam.then went offline.blogged a while. then, went to check out some stuff.i still dunno wad to conclude..hai~~~..its a sad world after all..its a sad, sad world!!

this little giuding light of mine, im gna let it shine
this lil guiding lite of mine, im gna let it shine
let it shine, let it shine, all the time!!!

-oh no!too much guides surrounding me already!!!haha.now that songs stuck in my head!!..nvm, at least it helps me forget my mr golden sun song!!!..

09o3o6

2006-03-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

y is everyone like condemning 4F??..i mean like, wad the hell is everyones prob??..we are like the best class ever, and everones trying to ruin it...wth man...we are good k..and worthy fo so much more...

lucky for ms puja and mr anwari...

i love ms puja and mr anwari!!!!!!!!!!

07o306

2006-03-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

happie birthdae henna!!!!

after school had ss test..glor escaped after tht..me and cha went for lecture..joel actually came.i was telling him theres bound to be some snow storm somewhere.haha.tasha came!!..si nice to see her agn!!love her and miss ya tasha!!haha

after ss crap..ahem, nope, imean, knowledgeable thing..then me and cha and mar and suhailah and si xuan went homt together.cha and i went to parkwae.went to bread tok and four leaves.we were eating bread the whole wae.haha. saw the HOT guy in famous amos!!..so funny.we kept walking past for no reason ah.haha.then we went into almost all ther shops.and put on shades.and we were talking pics.pple were giving us werid looks.haha.but hu cares.we were having fun man.haha. and toking abt our prom dress and all..it was cool. and fun.the last time me and cha did this together alone was last yr wen we spent 5 hrs together.haha. it was fun.very fun. looking forward to doing it again..i love topshop!!

the four f foursome rocks!!!!!!!

02o3o6

2006-03-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

02o3o6

day after chyana's bdae..

one dae since the four f foursome has been born...

i cant really remember anything abt skool...

nth must have happened

after skool, maths remedial..had to do work..after finish, can go home already..haseenah had extra class..so, me and glor, mar, sher, SiX went to parkwae..then we left quite early..gloria went to go meet alisa..i planned to go home..but then mar had to top up her card..so, mar sher and i dropped at bedok interchange..then sher had to go home.but i felt like walking..so then, me and maria darling walked all the wae from bedok to tanah merah MRT..so damn fun..we had quite a nice time ah..toking all kinds of crap and all. haha.. typical of us.ahha. and got alot of gossiping to do..and songs to sing..and hot guy to tok abt.haha.ya lah, basically we had a great time. and i found my fav sprig roll stall after walking up and down the bedok hawker sentre for dunno how long oso..haha.. damn funny la..haha..then we both went home..i walked too much...i had to hit the sack...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

haha

out!!!!

cha's bdae..

2006-03-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

01o3o6

chayanas bdae!!!!!

happie birfdae cha!!!!!!!!!!!

and the birthdae of the Four F Foursome!!!!...
that’s, me, cha, san and glor!!!

today was great!!...brought the cake and stuff to school..gave it to the uncle at the canteen.then went to class. everyone started hugging cha..i gave her my letter..during recess, glor and san brought her to the bench outside library and i brought the cake there..then we blew the cake, took pics and cut the cake.was so damn fun..and the cake tasted so damn good..juz nice for the four of us man..its like we juz stuck our forks and started eating and i love the blueberry thingy inside..so damn yummy!!! yay…then we bought water..and thast was our recess. she was so happie and we were so happie..it was so cool. i love birthdaes..and i think birthdaes should be spent wid ur dear ones..its more special that wae..yup..so ya, the whole day was quite cool. went to eat laksa wid glor, mar and suhailah…very fun. went to collect photos..so nice..went tamil classs.okay lah.walked home..quite fun.i hate Indian workers!!.haha.. i love my mummie..haha…really!!..k lah..im done here..buhbye!!

criag david-unbelievable

2006-02-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

criag david
unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

2006-02-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

24o2o6

half dae at school. mrs tey is damn damn damn cuteeeee..love her.after school, haseenah had eng class…me mar sher and SiX went to suntec…waited for her…so we were hungrt but din eat..then we went to look for movie times.12.30..i not stupid 2..damn nice..very funny.and the guy is super damn HOT…haha…i like…haseenah din come in the end..so we ate potato chips and ice tea for lunch.sher’s mom called..we are all official masterminds in planning sia..haha..rite sher??.haha…we went parkwae for a while..then went home..i went tamil class..had common test 1..so damn crappy…it was super difficult lah…after that, me and glor went to my hse there..went to bakery..for *sth*.haha..then i walked her to the bustop..then we toked for a while. and then, i went home..at ard 7 plus.then i went back down to buy dinner.then me and glor toked on the phone for awhile..then i watche veer-zaara..for dunno how many times already.haha..was fun..cried again..went to sleep..thats abt it..todae was fun lah..but i dun have time to elaborate now..so ya, its basically the main plot..okay, crap..im in the lit mood thingy.haha..out!!

why are the queens bowing to the princess????
-love ya, sandhya!!!

2006-02-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Heyhey..

18o2

kavinas bdae party and flag day!!..woke up early.okayy not quite.wen to meet glor.and then haseenah and maria and suhailah and chayana and sandhya.went to lavender.mrt. had to wait for so damn long.then, me, sher, mar and has went to city hall..and then we went to suntec.tourists are so much more generous than Singaporeans man. Haha. And so many ppl fell in love wid shermaine I tell u..she too cute already lah. She dun even need to ask, ppl sure will donate to her k..haha..so cute rite.then we split. Me and haseenah. Shermaine and maria. They were stealing all our business k.. morons. Me and has were like walking all over the place still so lil ppl to get money from.then we took a break after abt one hour.went to KFC..marias choice. Had the original recipie thing again. I love cheese fries and lemonade!!!yay!!..saw amanda…okay, ya, then we went back to lavender to return maria and haseenahs tins coz they had to go for guides…then me sher and sandhya went to the lavender coffee shop to get money.then we went to the gambling place.and so many ppl donated.after sandhya left, me and sher continued for samn damn long ah.it was fun wen ppl actually donate..haha. our tins were quite full.then we bought drink, met fatin and went home

I was dead tired after all the money collecting.so I watched one disc of abhisheik bachans new movie, bluffmaster, then I went to sleep till 5.

At 5, I got up to get ready for kavinas party. Met haseenah, chayana, Gloria and sandhya. Went to expo. Cha din come. Met the father.hes damn cool ah.haha. went to the chalet. Kavina hugged all of us. Ate and drank and mingled a bit. Went to the beach. Damn scary and dark.ahah. sandhya screamed and we all screamed after her. So scary.haha. then went back to the chalet.then after a while, me san and glor went for a walk. Went to th pool. Damn nice. Called cha. Shes so happy we rmberd her.ahaha.of coz we did.it wod have been so much nicer if cha was there.and of coz, how can I forget my dear maria rahmat..and not forgetiing, my crazy roommate, sanjana..the more the merrier rite??.haha.henna came..then we all went on a picture taking spree..damn damn damn fun.. so cool. All of us posing in diff ways. And I like the pic I took wid kavina..was damn cool. Haha. K lah.. the cake was damn nice..then we went home at 11.30..my mom was cool ant it..thank god..

k lah…gtg…out!!

2006-02-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hey..its been a while..abt valentines day

14o2o6

wonderful!.i had a great time.gave everyone the prezzies I bought and the lil heart cards thingies.and all.saw reemas hair…so damn cool!!!.haha..went to school got a lot of chocs and stuff.had my first lesson of normal wushu!!.damn cool.i like the jumping thing!!haha.. was cool.. im sure I sprained a lot of musles tho. The warm up was damn torturous.but fun.haha. ya, thenwe had a tok by mr anwari.and we din even go recess. And I got a very special gift.chocs,a ring and a rose.the chocs were good. Was touched ah..but………ya, so anywae, after school, I went to parkwae wid haseenah and glor. KFC.. now ill alwaes rmb original recipe chicken..rite, haseenah?..haha.. met chayana after awhile. I was having a nice time.valentines day is abt celebrating it wid the ppl u love. And hu do I love more??..spending it wid haseenah,glor,chayana and maria was jus great!..too bad sher and sandhya wernt there tho. But they were there in my mind.alwaes. esp wen wee were eating old chunky..haha.except wen we walked past swensons..the place was so done up in all the rite decos somemore..its like ro danm romantic ah the setting.. and glor and haseenah was like telling me how stupid I was to have rejected my so called date.but oh well, it was all worth it. I shld set up a singles club or sth..for girls and guys hu are single..thatll be cool rite??.. any takers???..wanna join??haha.. ya, I went home quite late ah..and had fun..my mom was being so nice. I put my flower in a nice vase. My dad made a special valentines day dinner…so damn nice. Then he gave my mom chocolates..haha. so damn cuutteee ah…my mom was like blushing ah.haha.then she said before I was born, my dad wld do so much more for valentines day.haha. wonder wth they did man..oh well, I just have to wait till its my turn..and I find the right guy..whom I haven’t found yet…okayyy…that’s it I guess…out!!

2006-02-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

omg!!!...its only been two days since my last post...haha...
is that a record or wad?!?!?!...i should be given an award u noe...hmmm...ok well, maybe not lah..
haha...no wonder the torrential rains and bloody floods all ard the world!!!!...oh no, im guilty!!!

but hu cares?!?!?..

k i shall stop crapping...

im bored wid nth to do...nth happened today except for the fact that i hate my tamil teacher.. hai~~..she's a pain in the ass man...

k, i shall wish everyone out there...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

esp to all my girl friends...

maria
haseenah
shermaine
si xuan
chayana
sandhya
gloria
sanjana
charis
judith
henna
kavina
fatin
friends forever...

love is finally running towards me, why am i running away from it???

2006-02-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

ok whoa.has it been like ages or wad man.my last post was like in December lah.and now its already feb…well, wad can i sae, sec 4 life is so stressful man..if u can rite, just try to keep retaining lah. but ya, im so glad that the sec 4 2005 ppl did so well in o levels. teekay rox man..and next year, our turn.we all were so scared for them. we’ll be shivering next yr man. my goodness. nerve wrecking process.haha.k anywae, nth much has really been happening that i need to post so often anywae…the three main things that i wanna comment abt will be.1.choir concert. 2.maria’s bdae. and 3.[the reason that motivated me to blog todae], SEC 4F CLASS BONDING AND SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!..it was a blast. seriously.

10o2o6
woke up damn late coz i was watching grammy’s. went school after school. went out wid sher and si xuan and fatin first before going back home to get my stuff for the sleepover. changed and went to alisa’s hse. met gloria. went to meet alisa. saw mar and suhailah on the wae. went to school. toked. got comfy in the hall. had a briefing before we went down to eat. had free time from 7.30 to 9.30. food was damn good ah. mr anwari paid!!!...$10 per person. buffet food from ThaiPan. whoa.damn ex ah.and damn pro.we were earing like pigs ah. me and zah gossiping as usual.then we started taking pichers.omg so damn fun ah. took so many pics. and so many diff poses. so cool. my class has nvr been so damn united before. played pepsi cola and dog and bone in the middle of the assembly plaza wid the guys. so damn fun ah. we were laughing and cheering the whole wae.then mr anwari showed us sum lame movie.dunno wad oso. the we had free time till 12mn. went to change to our pyjamas.so cool. then started taking more pics.took wid mr anwari. had so much fun. was a great feeling being wid the class. 4F rox!!. then we played more games. and then we took more pics. then we all went for a night walk. then i remembered the time when we were all gazing at stars during choir camp, so all the 4 eff girls gathered and lied down in the basket ball court..and watched stars. it was so cool. and we took more pics! =). so fun!!then we played twister!!!!..we played that so many times all thru the night. and now my entire body’s all cramped up. we were like ten ppl on one mat ah. our legs and hands literally all over the place!!..haha.. so damn fun..haha.has to stretch so much..haha.so cool!.then it was already 12. and we all had to stay in the hall.so we played more twister and pepsi cola.haha. and of coz, we took more pichers. on the stage, as models, we climed up the ladder thingy. took wid ms puja, as gangsters, as meditators.aha. so cool ah. ill nvr forget it man.and we all gathered in a circle.played taitee, ate choc, oreos, left over dinner, chips, roller coaster.haha.so damn fun.and we were all just toking and laughing..and we took more pics and played more twister!!..haha..finally it was 2am, lights off time.the guys played too much soccer and they were too tired.and they actually slept!. the gals still went for night walks and we were using our hp and torches. and we were still playing.after a while everyone got tired and went to sleep or were lying down and talking among themselves.and then, me cha sandhya and glor, we were still not tired. so we were still taking pics. then we went for a walk and watched the stars again. this time, for a lot longer time.haha. so damn fun.hha. finally fell asleep at 4 plus. woke up at 6. met at 6.45.debreif.and we were asked to leave immediately coz we were not in school uni.haha. then i just shouted. we’re going parkwae mac’s for breakfast.and ev’ryone else just agreed.an we all went there. so many of us. for so damn long ah.then sandhya and moritz left. and chayana, glor and i went to the beach. chayana ran. and me and glor sat on the rock thingy. quite fun ah. din even realize time passing by man.ahha. so cool. came home..SLEPT!!!!..haha

yest and today, damn fun and cool days. and its all because my class was so united and made up of very sporting ppl!!..everyone was involved in the games.i love 4eff..we are the best class in the universe. and we had so much fun.im so sad its all over. i hope tht we remain friends forever. im glad we had this opputunity to bond coz now we're closer than ever..

its a fact, 4 eff rox!!!..

any challengers??.
after reading all that, nobody will even dare!!!!

bout the KL trip!.miss it like hell!!!

2005-12-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!...im back!!! from Malaysia.from shah alam.. its good and yet not so good to be back. coz i had too much a good time there that i feel so sad to be back.and also, im proud to say that TK choir has clinched two GOLD AWARDS in the international choral competition in shah alam, Malaysia, 9th to 13th of December.yay!!! we did it again! wad can i sae, we re juz the best.haha.i juz cant control my happiness.i was damn glad when the results were announced man.and guess wad??we came in third in the whole comp, and entered grand finals!!yay!!.WHICH MAKES US THE BEST IN SINGAPORE!!!yes, man..its such a wonderful feeling. and i was crying like hell.tears of joy.its a feeling that is undescribable lah.haha.one has to experience it to noe how it feels.

first day
9th dec
Friday.went to school at 5.30.shuning dropped me off at school.we took the bus.sat wid sanjana. ate. toked. slept.haha.took pics. stopped off at a golf club to eat. wad a disaster.i sat in the table as esme. not that its bad but. the wae the sec one guys eat is just so disgusting. i lost my appetite. and i ended up serving everyone. hai.anywae, reached the hotel.went to our rooms. i had a bubble bath, the first thing i arrived.so cooling.haha.called my parents.went down for the opening ceremony choir practice. ate wid sanjana, judith, charise, ruby, fatin and andrea. me and sanj ran up to our room to change earrings in 10 mins. and it was too late to come back down, so, we ended up running down the steps. and we ended up in the swimming pool floor and got so scared and somehow found our wae to the main ballroom.was fun. then the opening choir perforemed.okayy i guess.haha.debrief.went back to our rooms.played taitee. straightened my hair.slept.me and sanj shared a bed and fatin slept alone.

Saturday
10th dec
woke up.breakfast.warmups. rehearsal. acoustic check. conductors file was my responsibility so i was carrying it ard. mr toh left it in the main ballroom.ran nack wid him to get it. mdm goo praised my responsibility.was so touched.haha.during our last warm up, my toh’s speech was so touching. almost cried. hai. changed. all nine of us, me, fatin, judith, sanjana, charise, ruby, andrea, rachel and you han were in my room. changing and doing make up. our comp time came. we sang. mr toh forgot the file again.haha. oh well!.ya, we sang.went okay i guess.haha.mr kwei wasn too happy wid our sinten but i think that our meplalion rocked as usual.haha. ya, ate. went for rehearsal.slept.too tired to play taitee.

Sunday
11th dec
breakfast. warm-ups.practice. rehearsal.changed. all in my room agn. did my hair. makeup. sang. mr toh complimented my skills at being librarian.said i was the best and he cld rely on me.so touching wen ur recognized for all that uve done man.thanks mr toh!!.haha.ya, we sang. did a good jod. we were the youngest in the category.haha.but it din stop us from rocking.haha.changed.ate. went to watch the competition.saw sandhya.hugged. saw the A2 category.saw MJ perform.went back to ruby’s room.played cards. was fun. marcus, yu xiang and dennis were in our room. watched bruce almighty. went down to watch the friendship concert.damn fun. we were all up on our feet. cheering and singing and dancing.damn damn damn fun i tell u. sang Christmas carols and the that’s wad friends are for song and the hey jude song in the end.[na, nana nananana na nananana, hey jude.].haha.damn fun. went to our room.evryone was there.played games.till abt 12. then we somehow decided to go for supper. ate at an Indian restaurant.wad crap rite.haha.i got a very nice sms and i was on cloud nine after that.haha.went back to the hotel. changed, bathed and met back in my room. played truth or dare until like 3.30 in the morning. damn fun. me, fatin, sanjana, andrea, ruby, judith, charise, justin, dennis, marcus,victor, kok tong, arron, cheng jun, teng hui and a few more guys i cant remember.soory!.haha. ya,damn fun man. lucky i din kena.haha.the dares were terrible.hhaa. then we all slept for like 2 and a hal hrs.

Monday
12th dec
woke up to eat. then we met at the lobby to go shopping. reached mid valley mega mall. the place is huge k. damn huge. and its damn nice ah. i bought a lot of things k. all damn cheap and nice. 4 earrings.3 bags.3 tops.2 belts and 1 cargo pants. damn cool.then we rushed back for the announcement of results. almost din make it. went to our rooms to change into choir tee and put our shopping down the we ran down the steps.hai. stress man. then waited for the results. when our school anme was announced. i cried like hell. i was so happy k. we did it. we got two golds. all our practices paid off!!.yahoo!!.then the biggest news.we got into the grand finals!!!!...woohooo!!!...my god, i was crying like mad by this time.and when mr toh turned ard and gave us the thumbs up sign, i cried even more.its all suddenly felt so wonderful.so worth it. like ive never had a single regret in my life. and i realized the point of coming here. to win nack two golds for our school and to make mr kwei, mr toh, mdm goo and ms wang proud. not forgetting TK and the choir. and that’s exactly was happened.we rocked. yay. were the only cca hu did it. wad a nice feeling. after that. we were all so proundly walking ard wid our tk choir shirts. ive never been more proud to be in the choir. TK CHOIR, I LOVE U PPL!!!..hha. seriously k. its gna be so hard to leave next yr. i love the choir. suddenly i realized how much the choir means to me. and all that practices were for sth. i din go there to shop or to have fun. i went there to sing and to win. and that’s wad happened, wid the fun and shopping thrown in too.;-).haha. have anyone else cried tears of joy for their ccas? or cried coz they miss the times they had wid their ccas?? well, we did. coz we re from the TK CHOIR!!! ya, so we sang at the finals. it felt so good to stand there in front of all those ppl. and get a standing aviation and cheers. and we got overall third. mr kwei said we were so close to the second. if we din rush in dum belle, we wld have got it. but oh well, we won anywaez. and we re happy and that’s all that matters at the end of they day. yay. then we changed and went for supper agn. and we were all up playing games and watching tv until 5.30 in the morning.

last day
Tuesday
13th dec
woke up at 7.15. packed. din eat. met at 7.45. took the bus back to Singapore. sat wid judith. toked a lot. i think we got to noe each other better,.haha.slept a lot. she so cute. she slept on me. i cried on the wae back. i din wanna go back. n i already missed wadever happened. it felt like family and elaving was terrible. this is how i felt when i had to leave Malaysia in june after my cousins wedding.except this is a lot worse. coz i had such a good time there. that it cannot be explained in words. then at the customs. ruby started crying. i felt so bad for her. coz it’s the last day she ll be wid us. so sad man. and when we went back to school, we took so many pics and stuff. and i was hugging everyone. hugged ms wang twice.haha. dunnoe why oso. then i went home.i was crying in the cab. din wanna leave the choir. i cried at home too. everytime it ok abt wad happened, i started crying.then my dear chayana was the first to call me and welcome me back.so sweet rite she. and i started crying while telling her wad happened. and she said im crying as if i juz broke up or lost my loved one. and then i realized how much the choir means to me. juz like my loved one. that’s why i cant bear to leave the choir next yr. imagine that ill only have one more performance wid that choir and that’s during ccs recruitment day nxt yr. thats damn sad ah. i wanna stay in touch wid tk choir forver, wherever i go. im definitely gna join my jc choir. and keep singing. and wen i was toking to judith in the bus. i said that. ppl always think that choir i abt juz standing there and singing.and she said, they dunno wad theya re missing. i agree completely. and i juz rmb was my toh said a few weeks ago.he said that, it doesn’t matter wad other ppl think at al. as long as we go there and we win. the feeling itself it good enuff.no one else will understand how we feel. i bet the non choir members reading this will think im mad to cry coz of the choir and its impossible to have so mych fun singing. but no. that’s where ur rong. i love choir and ive never loved it more than i do now. from genting to SYF to KL, we ve done it again and again. and the feeling of victory and fruits of labour still remains. and its different each time. i love u, tk choir. u will always be within my heart.muacks.

wednesday.after choir.

2005-11-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

hey ppl... time check: 12.50. wednesday.after choir. today, was not draggy at all. warm up, run thru 3 songs. and thats it. coz today was the pre tour briefing.so im at the cyber cafe at katong to blog..yaya. choir was quite fun actually. coz we kept making so much noise and laughing thruout the briefing.haha. its gna be fun.i can juz feel it. i cant wait for the KL trip man. seriously ah. and hopefully therell be alot of sweet memories to bring back. will be ah.surely one. when u travel wid sucha fun bunch, ure bound to have fun. and me fatin and sanjana are enuff to coz havoc man.haha. ya, will be so cool..hai..ya, i have to renew the photo on my passport.damn it. aiya.muzt go all the wae to lavendar.crap lah. hai.ya, that's basically it.

2mr gna have workshoppe. wid css and ahs. hopefully all goes well. good luck TK!!..

countdown to KL trip: 9 days...

i love u too-that's wad u wanted to hear rite??haha...

tuesday

2005-11-30T12:42:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! its Tuesday afternoon now. not much happening. not much happened.boring life man. been doing housework and listening to radio to keep myself busy. must say im doing a good job.if all else fails, ill go to plan B and become a housewife.thats not too difficult. haha. oh ya, when i made lunch today, i was cutting onions and i started crying like hell man.i hate onions!!!haha.lame.

watched project runway yesterday!..i love nora!!. and shez out.so dan sad ah.i cried when they said she was out k.she cried too. shez damn pretty and hr hair is damn cool ah. my god ah. wad king of judges are they?. how can they choose austins stupid ugly freaking screwed up dress which doesn even look like a dress over noras incredibly lovely gown.i admit it was a lack of originality but still. awwwwww. i really loved her. now got no point watching it already. hai~. smack austins face ah. toot.now im supporting alex and Robert!!!...gogogo!!!.k la, i shall stop crapping.sobz.

countdown to KL competition: 10 more days!!!!

i just dun love u nomore

2005-11-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

craig david

dunt love u nomore [im sorry]

[VERSE 1]For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

but i still do...

in the cybercafe

2005-11-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

heyz..its a bright saturday afternoon.actually, not that bright. it just rained.and im at the cybercafe at katong.the $1 per hr one.haha. juz finished choir. mr tohs bdae 2mr.sang for him a song.so nice. gave him the scrap book thingy.choir was fun.worth looking forward to man. haha. and we sounded good too. but im a lil worried abt potong padi.i dun like that song. the others sound good and i love all of them.haha. and ya, ive been waiting for saturday to come since last week.coz i wanted to go to the temple to have fun.and to have some eye candy.and of coz to sing ah.but gues wad, my mom is juz damn great i tell u, she wants me to go to the hospital to visit my granny. of all the days man!.my god ah. i was so pissed off. but its pointless creating problems and arguing wid her so i juz left it as it was. but ill try to do a lil pleading later. hopefully i can go man.hai~.haha. oh dear, its raining like crap now. hopefully i reach home safe and sound man.oh, yesterday, i was on the phone, and i was toking abt prom and stuff. i really cant wait for prom man. gonna start saving from the start of the year. as for now, all my saving is to convert to msian RM for when i go to malaysia.and we have one whole day to shop!.how cool is that!!. anywae, my com at home is screwed so ill probably be here next week to blog agn.till then, love yall. buhbye.
tc.lu.b.

countdown to KL competition: 13 days.

so many twists are happenning in my love life.am i supossed to be happy or sad?

hey2

2005-11-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

heyhey. nice to be back here typing away and the poor keyboard is being scratched by my super long fingernails hehehe. ive not cut them since one week before exams .haha.that day, poor lilian, im sorry if i scratched u while we were doing warm-ups.that mr toh really comes up wid funny warm-ups man.. haha. but fun lah.so i shall not complain..haha.today had choir. quite draggy i guess. but the time we were wid mr kwei passed quite fast.haha.we had to spread out so much. it was really hard to listen..but we managed to pull it through.haha. then had com meeting. dunno wad to say abt it. .i juz felt it had no point. but all the problems raised were valid. but, we have to think real hard for solutions man.huh. tough one, guys. but relaxing is the key to success. we have to believe in ourselves and put in our all. and of coz, feel the song and put in the dynamics.okay whoa, sounds like a lot of things to do ah.. but we can do it. rite, fellow choir members!!..we are the TK CHOIR.the highest award winners in the entire school!!..gold wid honours okay..haha. k, thickskinness aside, but seriously.we can do it if we put in our all and relax..haha. hope attitude will improve man..as for me, ive decided to adopt a positive attitude and look forward to choir 2mr..yay! there’s choir 2mr..cant wait.im sure its gna be fun. see u guys there!.haha. and its mr tohs bdae on Sunday..happy bdae, mr. toh.haha. im sure well have a nice time 2mr lah. haha. and as for all the councilors, good luck traveling to siglap and school while ur rotting away in council camp man. haha. so poor thing. 10 hr NE trail??.my god ah..haha.. i dun tink ill last thru that one.so ya, hats off to u guys man..haha.

yesterday was my mom and dads wedding anniversary and i made lasagna! yay!.it turned out so well.even i was so proud of myself ah.haha.no really, it was.u gotta believe me..and i bought a cake. quite nice ah.everything was going well until i saw my dad at the bakery1.was rotten luck ah.haha. my god ah. but i juz smiled and ran out of the shop. he sort of guessed it and din say anything until after the cake was actually cut. haha. but luckily he din really see the cake.haha. was nice ah. they were surprised.and they din guess that i was gna make lasagna until i served it to them.haha. after choir, me, syl and fatin went to siglap centre cold storage to go and buy the lasagna sheet.first it was out of stock and i was gna cry man. but we found another brand.more expensive but nvm.haha. so ya, turned out well. im happy.=).haha.

oh u noe, i made curry puff today..haha. then my fther helped me fry it to perfection.haha.damn nice.the best ones ive made so far. one day mus come my hse eat all the food i make k?.hah.dun worry, rest assured that u wun end up wid a tummy upset.

[love makes the world go around][peace]

more than words

2005-11-23T13:10:00.000+08:00

frankie J

more than words

Saying "I love you"Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew how easy
It would be to show me how you feel
More than wordsIs all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if your heart were torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you"

Now that I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all you ever needed me to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

More Than Words