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Thursday, December 22, 2005

hey hey!!...im back!!! from Malaysia.from shah alam.. its good and yet not so good to be back. coz i had too much a good time there that i feel so sad to be back.and also, im proud to say that TK choir has clinched two GOLD AWARDS in the international choral competition in shah alam, Malaysia, 9th to 13th of December.yay!!! we did it again! wad can i sae, we re juz the best.haha.i juz cant control my happiness.i was damn glad when the results were announced man.and guess wad??we came in third in the whole comp, and entered grand finals!!yay!!.WHICH MAKES US THE BEST IN SINGAPORE!!!yes, man..its such a wonderful feeling. and i was crying like hell.tears of joy.its a feeling that is undescribable lah.haha.one has to experience it to noe how it feels.

first day
9th dec
Friday.went to school at 5.30.shuning dropped me off at school.we took the bus.sat wid sanjana. ate. toked. slept.haha.took pics. stopped off at a golf club to eat. wad a disaster.i sat in the table as esme. not that its bad but. the wae the sec one guys eat is just so disgusting. i lost my appetite. and i ended up serving everyone. hai.anywae, reached the hotel.went to our rooms. i had a bubble bath, the first thing i arrived.so cooling.haha.called my parents.went down for the opening ceremony choir practice. ate wid sanjana, judith, charise, ruby, fatin and andrea. me and sanj ran up to our room to change earrings in 10 mins. and it was too late to come back down, so, we ended up running down the steps. and we ended up in the swimming pool floor and got so scared and somehow found our wae to the main ballroom.was fun. then the opening choir perforemed.okayy i guess.haha.debrief.went back to our rooms.played taitee. straightened my hair.slept.me and sanj shared a bed and fatin slept alone.

Saturday
10th dec
woke up.breakfast.warmups. rehearsal. acoustic check. conductors file was my responsibility so i was carrying it ard. mr toh left it in the main ballroom.ran nack wid him to get it. mdm goo praised my responsibility.was so touched.haha.during our last warm up, my toh’s speech was so touching. almost cried. hai. changed. all nine of us, me, fatin, judith, sanjana, charise, ruby, andrea, rachel and you han were in my room. changing and doing make up. our comp time came. we sang. mr toh forgot the file again.haha. oh well!.ya, we sang.went okay i guess.haha.mr kwei wasn too happy wid our sinten but i think that our meplalion rocked as usual.haha. ya, ate. went for rehearsal.slept.too tired to play taitee.

Sunday
11th dec
breakfast. warm-ups.practice. rehearsal.changed. all in my room agn. did my hair. makeup. sang. mr toh complimented my skills at being librarian.said i was the best and he cld rely on me.so touching wen ur recognized for all that uve done man.thanks mr toh!!.haha.ya, we sang. did a good jod. we were the youngest in the category.haha.but it din stop us from rocking.haha.changed.ate. went to watch the competition.saw sandhya.hugged. saw the A2 category.saw MJ perform.went back to ruby’s room.played cards. was fun. marcus, yu xiang and dennis were in our room. watched bruce almighty. went down to watch the friendship concert.damn fun. we were all up on our feet. cheering and singing and dancing.damn damn damn fun i tell u. sang Christmas carols and the that’s wad friends are for song and the hey jude song in the end.[na, nana nananana na nananana, hey jude.].haha.damn fun. went to our room.evryone was there.played games.till abt 12. then we somehow decided to go for supper. ate at an Indian restaurant.wad crap rite.haha.i got a very nice sms and i was on cloud nine after that.haha.went back to the hotel. changed, bathed and met back in my room. played truth or dare until like 3.30 in the morning. damn fun. me, fatin, sanjana, andrea, ruby, judith, charise, justin, dennis, marcus,victor, kok tong, arron, cheng jun, teng hui and a few more guys i cant remember.soory!.haha. ya,damn fun man. lucky i din kena.haha.the dares were terrible.hhaa. then we all slept for like 2 and a hal hrs.

Monday
12th dec
woke up to eat. then we met at the lobby to go shopping. reached mid valley mega mall. the place is huge k. damn huge. and its damn nice ah. i bought a lot of things k. all damn cheap and nice. 4 earrings.3 bags.3 tops.2 belts and 1 cargo pants. damn cool.then we rushed back for the announcement of results. almost din make it. went to our rooms to change into choir tee and put our shopping down the we ran down the steps.hai. stress man. then waited for the results. when our school anme was announced. i cried like hell. i was so happy k. we did it. we got two golds. all our practices paid off!!.yahoo!!.then the biggest news.we got into the grand finals!!!!...woohooo!!!...my god, i was crying like mad by this time.and when mr toh turned ard and gave us the thumbs up sign, i cried even more.its all suddenly felt so wonderful.so worth it. like ive never had a single regret in my life. and i realized the point of coming here. to win nack two golds for our school and to make mr kwei, mr toh, mdm goo and ms wang proud. not forgetting TK and the choir. and that’s exactly was happened.we rocked. yay. were the only cca hu did it. wad a nice feeling. after that. we were all so proundly walking ard wid our tk choir shirts. ive never been more proud to be in the choir. TK CHOIR, I LOVE U PPL!!!..hha. seriously k. its gna be so hard to leave next yr. i love the choir. suddenly i realized how much the choir means to me. and all that practices were for sth. i din go there to shop or to have fun. i went there to sing and to win. and that’s wad happened, wid the fun and shopping thrown in too.;-).haha. have anyone else cried tears of joy for their ccas? or cried coz they miss the times they had wid their ccas?? well, we did. coz we re from the TK CHOIR!!! ya, so we sang at the finals. it felt so good to stand there in front of all those ppl. and get a standing aviation and cheers. and we got overall third. mr kwei said we were so close to the second. if we din rush in dum belle, we wld have got it. but oh well, we won anywaez. and we re happy and that’s all that matters at the end of they day. yay. then we changed and went for supper agn. and we were all up playing games and watching tv until 5.30 in the morning.

last day
Tuesday
13th dec
woke up at 7.15. packed. din eat. met at 7.45. took the bus back to Singapore. sat wid judith. toked a lot. i think we got to noe each other better,.haha.slept a lot. she so cute. she slept on me. i cried on the wae back. i din wanna go back. n i already missed wadever happened. it felt like family and elaving was terrible. this is how i felt when i had to leave Malaysia in june after my cousins wedding.except this is a lot worse. coz i had such a good time there. that it cannot be explained in words. then at the customs. ruby started crying. i felt so bad for her. coz it’s the last day she ll be wid us. so sad man. and when we went back to school, we took so many pics and stuff. and i was hugging everyone. hugged ms wang twice.haha. dunnoe why oso. then i went home.i was crying in the cab. din wanna leave the choir. i cried at home too. everytime it ok abt wad happened, i started crying.then my dear chayana was the first to call me and welcome me back.so sweet rite she. and i started crying while telling her wad happened. and she said im crying as if i juz broke up or lost my loved one. and then i realized how much the choir means to me. juz like my loved one. that’s why i cant bear to leave the choir next yr. imagine that ill only have one more performance wid that choir and that’s during ccs recruitment day nxt yr. thats damn sad ah. i wanna stay in touch wid tk choir forver, wherever i go. im definitely gna join my jc choir. and keep singing. and wen i was toking to judith in the bus. i said that. ppl always think that choir i abt juz standing there and singing.and she said, they dunno wad theya re missing. i agree completely. and i juz rmb was my toh said a few weeks ago.he said that, it doesn’t matter wad other ppl think at al. as long as we go there and we win. the feeling itself it good enuff.no one else will understand how we feel. i bet the non choir members reading this will think im mad to cry coz of the choir and its impossible to have so mych fun singing. but no. that’s where ur rong. i love choir and ive never loved it more than i do now. from genting to SYF to KL, we ve done it again and again. and the feeling of victory and fruits of labour still remains. and its different each time. i love u, tk choir. u will always be within my heart.muacks.

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