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Tuesday, August 16, 2005 hey hey hey.. its tuesday now. and im at home.of coz rite. i dunno wad to sae abt the mood im in. im juz not happy. ya, ok. so lets like tok abt the week so far.. um..ya, friday..i watched parineeta. tt's the song above!! its a very nice movie. abt two friends.best friends.but they were separated by a third party.hu came in from nowhere and took her away from him.imagine how he will feel rite. its like shez been ur friend for so long and then she leaves all of a sudden. wunt u juz break down. well, at least i can relate to the movie.i mean, it was a really nice movie lah. and i cried. wad's a hindi movie widout the crying rite. haha. it was nice. worth watching. and saif ali khan looked so lovely.haha. ya, and the movie is jux so appropriate for me, so tt's y the song. the song means so much to me. i dunno how to put it or to make u ppl understand. but ive lost in everything. and im sad.super sad.shattered,to be exact.huh. but hu cares rite. when im there all alone hu comes to hug me?. noone.huh.its useless.i dunno where i went rong la k. i dun understand y u are pulling away. i wanna stop u but i cant.how come im the only one crying day and night.its not worth it.and yet it means everything to me. y dunt u get it????ya so, abt friday.ya, after parineeta, i went to bed.when i got a call and i got a fright and my mom panicked. i died.practically. thank god nth happened.and i put down at 12 plus. wadever.saturday..had conference for awhile.was laughing.crap.he noes my secret.my god ah.huh. ya, fun. ya, made nasi lemak. damn nice. of coz rite. i make one wad.hehe.k, the i cant rmb already. i juz rmb laughing.its was fun.
so ya, now its today.common test week.crap.add maths,physics and eng were ok.geog elec oso.coz tt's the one i really studied for. ss was total nonsense.totally..ya, im toking to sharanya online now.so fun!!.after so long.oh ya, tt day i was toking to renu oso. so nice.oh ya, and rani!!.haha. my dear primary school friends. i miss ya'll.aha. but its ok. we're meeting soon!!.teacher's day coming!!!.yay yay yay.haha.ya, so ya, i shld study ah. k la. no mood to blog anywae.bye.
im living in a mask. my smile is a pretense. and no one seems to see thru it. broken smile. living in a world of broekn dreams and broken smiles. fasle hopes. i need a hug.super badly!
wishlist
12 points or less me and my mum to be best frens
long lasting happiness.
prom to go smoothly choir camp prelims to be over
do well for e-maths
find my mr.right
