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Thursday, May 12, 2005 hey hey...now its like 9.09 on a early thursday morning...and i oni slept at 1 am last nite... my god ah... these few days im like totally not getting any sleep... there are juz too many things on my mind rite now...im glad t exams are over though... now its the results...if i cum to school nxt monday wid huge eye bags...u noe y la...haha...kk...so b4 i tok abt yesterDAY...let me tell u wad happened last nite... first i toked to haseenah until 7.30...then i toked to maria... until 8.00..then i toked to haseenah until 8.30...haha...so fun rite... then i went to watch american idol... i love vonzelle!!...haha...ya, then hu cares abt news rite... so i went to lie down and hug my new pillow ah... then i saw this huge cockroach... wad the hell... then i was like jumping2...so funny... and my father saved the day..haha... so i watched some news after all... and it was eye for a guy... quite nice ah... i din wan ian to go though... so sad... and the new competition thing is crap... how can two new guys juz enter from no where... crap la...but im glad tt howard, jeff and shan are in... hehehe...haha, ya...then was amazing race... i was watching it wid my father...and the part where they were cutting onions were like so funny... my father was like, this one i will beat them...coz my dad's like pro in tt...and only tt...hahaha...ya, and i was like so sure tt rob and amber are gonna win...but they din...i was so upset k...but they are like so cute...they are one of the few couples tt have not been fighting... and like he's always calling her baby...and shez calling him honey...so cute la they all... but they did win survivor so i guess im not tt sad la...so nice to see them together...i hope they join again...haha...kk tt's crap...oh ya, i juz got an sms from lil and sher...there's choir 2mr!!!...finally man...i dunno if im happy or sad ah... but like tt i dunno wen to make i/c... other then tt, im happy...haha...then ya, after amazing race i went to sleep and all...
so now...let me update on the happenenings of yesterday...i wasn really in the bezt mood in the morning... coz i din get enuff sleep the nite before...i was worried abt chemistry... and i oni got 69/100 for tamil.. wich is bad for my standards... crap la... i have never gotten so low for tamil... and my parents were so unhappy k... i was so upset...and it has been 4 days since me and my mom toked...tt's wad's been buggin me the most...im like juz so messed up...and there's so many things going on in my head...sigh...huh....ya, so yesterday morning i was trying to be the most cheerful person ever... by laughing and laughing and toking crap...and i was so early in school coz i left my hse super early to avoid my mom... crap la... im sure haseenah, maria, shermaine, and sixuan tot i was mad...haha...tt's the oni wae i was able to get my mind off things...but actually wen im wid them, its easy to do tt... coz its so funny...we have so much stuff to tok abt tt everything is so funny... and im always laughing...hahaha...thx guys!!...so anyway... i made eye contact wid him early in the morning...so fun...haha...ya, i wasn really studyin for chem...i was playing matchmaking game...then was chem exam...ok ah...except for one ten mark essay question... the other one was k la...i m not complaining...haha...then i waited wid emila for the pure chem ppl to cum out...then wen they all came...we had to wait for si xuan to write sum speech...quite nice ah,...i think...haha...then we went bugis..went to the theartre, end up...got no movie to watch...perfect rite...walau...then we went to long john silver's... very nice... i had a choco pie...hehe...then we went to OG...and we shopped ard...i mean, window shopping...haha... and then we were like running across the road..first i was like holding maria's hand...and we crossed... then me haseenah and maria crossed together...then shermaine and si xuan were like so funny...kodak moment la... so cute la they all...hahahah...then we were like doing more window shopping then we went to take neoprint... and we took twice...so fun k...so nice...esp one of them...turned out super nice...hu ever reading this, ask me to shoe u the pics in school k...haha... im so thickskin al... it really turned out well la... but we din manage to get our grp object tt's all... haha... then me and si xuan went to get gifts for our mum's... and then we saw this beanie cushion...so nice...its a bid heart shape... and it has wings and it says hug me... so nice...so lovely to hug... both me and si xuan loved it alot... so we bought one each and then exchanged it..for our birthday...same day rite...hehe....haha...so its like we bought it for each other and yet for outselves...so funny...and someone''s so jealous...hehehe...its juz a pillow...haha...then we went home after walking ard the place...and thenn i was at home...not toking to my mom...watching tv...hugging my new pillow... and then gloria called... and we were like totally gossiping...i got so pissed man...wth?!?!?!...haha...ya... then i dunno how we got into tt subject oso...so personal... i felt so uncomfortable...i din noe wad to do... i dun noe how to tell her...i dunno wad to say...i dunno where to put my face...plz understand... and,its not tt im keeping things...is i dun fell comfortable...there's nth going on... plz dun be mad...*dotz*...huh huh huh... help!!!!!!!!!!...i need someone to hug and cry on la...i fell..i fell...so...i dunno wad to do...hu do i trust to tell everything...and now im on the phone wid maria... and she juz told me sume stupid chinese saying..it goes...'kou shi xin fei'..which means...wad i say is wasn wad my heart feels... wich is wad seems to be happening...except tt maria said it bcoz i said im not hungry...loser la...haha...anywae... ya...i dunno wad else to rite... i dunno if im doing the rite thing... wen will i be doing the rite thing??...sheesh... k la... i m gonna go and watch tv or sth... this movie called kuch kuch hota hai...this bollywood film...very nice...its abt two friends bcoming lovers... so nice k...its a must watch...and it has bollywood's best...shah rukh khan, kajol and rani mukherjee...its not a new film...it was released b4 kabie khushi kabie gham... but kuch kuch hota hai is like so much better... ppl like gloria, maria and haseenah...wen u call me, ask me to tell u the story k... or the rest can borrow the vcd from me...kk...haha...im like promoting bollywood...hehehe...wad to do...im like no.1fan!!...haha...k la... im gonna go... call me k... buhbye...
wishlist
12 points or less me and my mum to be best frens
long lasting happiness.
prom to go smoothly choir camp prelims to be over
do well for e-maths
find my mr.right